Straight Female / 31
I never know where to start. The bottom line is that I got into an affair with an older married man at the place I work. He showered me with attention, gifts, and then sex. I didn't even think about his wife or his family. I didn't think about me and what was next. All I wanted was for him to pay attention to me and have sex with me.
This one occasion, the only time he took me to his house, he had sex with me in his bed, and his wife's bed. I was used the mess and after he had sex I didn't bother to clean up.
The following Wednesday I was called by his executive assistant that there was someone that wanted to speak to me in the conference room. When I walked in his wife was there, but I didn't recognize her from the couple of pictures I had seen. She was very composed, very well dressed, and more beautiful than I would have guessed. She is in her early fifties, but she looked later thirties, maybe forty.
She put her hand out for me to shake and asked me if I was X. I said yes, and she said she was Mrs. Y and she wanted to talk to me.
First she scolded me for having sex with him in her bed. She asked me why I was sleeping with him, what did I want? She asked me if I understood what I was doing. She asked me how I would feel if some young bitch, slept with my husband. I stayed silent, I couldn't answer. She saw I was looking for the door and she told me I was going to sit there until she got thru, and if I was uncomfortable having to be reprimanded by my lover's wife, she didn't care.
I got the whole lecture, from how stupid it was to get involved with a married man, to what kind of upbringing I had to think that what I was doing was OK. She asked for my mother's name so she could call her and maybe that way I would feel ashamed.
She told me that she had sex on the same bed two days before I did, and she had sex on the same bed the night after he had sex with me in the afternoon. He told her about me and how he had sex with me that afternoon and demanded sex from her. That he told her from the first time he had sex with me and he demanded sex from her afterwards.
She told me he was fond of me, she told me that since he had started seeing me she had started getting sex again, that every time he had sex with me he had sex with her. She wasn't complaining about that.
She told me that I had gotten involved in something a whole lot bigger than me and to keep my nose clean. When she left she looked at me and said I was too skinny and I needed to gain some weight, that men liked to look at skinny girls but they preferred to have sex with women who had bosoms and curves.
After she left I didn't know how to feel, she had made me feel really bad and then left me wondering what was going on. I complained to my lover and he told me that when she went there she was really mad, but after meeting me she said it wasn't a fight she could win, so she threw in the towel. I still don't know how I feel.
This one occasion, the only time he took me to his house, he had sex with me in his bed, and his wife's bed. I was used the mess and after he had sex I didn't bother to clean up.
The following Wednesday I was called by his executive assistant that there was someone that wanted to speak to me in the conference room. When I walked in his wife was there, but I didn't recognize her from the couple of pictures I had seen. She was very composed, very well dressed, and more beautiful than I would have guessed. She is in her early fifties, but she looked later thirties, maybe forty.
She put her hand out for me to shake and asked me if I was X. I said yes, and she said she was Mrs. Y and she wanted to talk to me.
First she scolded me for having sex with him in her bed. She asked me why I was sleeping with him, what did I want? She asked me if I understood what I was doing. She asked me how I would feel if some young bitch, slept with my husband. I stayed silent, I couldn't answer. She saw I was looking for the door and she told me I was going to sit there until she got thru, and if I was uncomfortable having to be reprimanded by my lover's wife, she didn't care.
I got the whole lecture, from how stupid it was to get involved with a married man, to what kind of upbringing I had to think that what I was doing was OK. She asked for my mother's name so she could call her and maybe that way I would feel ashamed.
She told me that she had sex on the same bed two days before I did, and she had sex on the same bed the night after he had sex with me in the afternoon. He told her about me and how he had sex with me that afternoon and demanded sex from her. That he told her from the first time he had sex with me and he demanded sex from her afterwards.
She told me he was fond of me, she told me that since he had started seeing me she had started getting sex again, that every time he had sex with me he had sex with her. She wasn't complaining about that.
She told me that I had gotten involved in something a whole lot bigger than me and to keep my nose clean. When she left she looked at me and said I was too skinny and I needed to gain some weight, that men liked to look at skinny girls but they preferred to have sex with women who had bosoms and curves.
After she left I didn't know how to feel, she had made me feel really bad and then left me wondering what was going on. I complained to my lover and he told me that when she went there she was really mad, but after meeting me she said it wasn't a fight she could win, so she threw in the towel. I still don't know how I feel.
