Straight Male / 52
I am older than most on here so you have to understand how things were growing up in the 60's. No internet, couldn't even get my hands on a Playboy mag. That means you "learn" about sex, if you can call it that, from your high school buddies who of course knew no more than I did. We talked abbout jerking off but didn't do it together. I heard guys talk about blowjobs but of course, no one had gotten one!
So during my personal exploration and masturbation times somehow I found I could suck my own cock. I could do this by leaning forward while standing or sitting. Or my perferred method was to lay on my back, lift my legs back over my head and put my feet against the wall. Then push down some with my feet and my cock was right on my own lips. So the first time I did this it felt absolutely awesome to put the head of my cock in my mouth. Run my tongue around the head and suck it myself. I was super excited so it didn't take long to feel the old familiar build up to cumming. I didn't hesitate at all, I sucked it like there was no tomorrow and blasted an intense load of cum in my own mouth. I had never tasted my own cum at this point but it wasn't bad. I swallowed it all and licked my deflating cock until no more cum dribbled out. I was hooked.
This went on for many years thru high school and college. No one knew. Too early on, I got married, she didn't want to do blowjobs, so I did them myself. I eventually got a job that required traveling. Some of my most satisfying sex was my times in a hotel. Sucking my own cock, cumming in my own mouth. Yeah, sad, I know.
I became proficient at this. So much so, I wanted to "see" this event. So I found I could take the longer length mirror off the hotel wall, prop it next to the bed and watch me give me a blowjob. I loved watching my hard cock dangling above my mouth. Like watching it drip pre-cum onto my outstretched tongue. And of course, watch as I licked my head and gradually worked my way toward orgasm. There were always those fevered moments prior to cumming when I was desperate to run my tongue all over my cock taking me to that point of no return. Then savoring the feelings of an intense orgasm at the same time my hot sticky cum jetted into my own mouth.
I found the best way to watch was to lay on my back, pull my legs back over my head. Then prop the hotel mirror on top of the back of my legs from my ass to above my head. One large mirror right in my face! Watching my cock as I licked all over it, tried to get more of it in my mouth and then sucking it to a satisfying orgasm. It was awesome to watch my hard shaft flex with each pulse of cum that jetted into my mouth. I was so close I could see the shaft flex straight, feel the shot of cum, watch my cock bend then straighten out again shooting more hot cum until it slowed and just dribbled into my mouth. I would give myself facials but most times cum straight into my own mouth, enjoying every minute.
Fast foward to when cell phones got camera and video capabilities. Oh yeah, I would film myself as I sucked and came. Then watch it and get hard enough to do it again or at least jerk off. I couldn't always get my back to cooperate the second time as it would stiffen up. But I would always delete the video or pics, I couldn't take the risk of anyone finding my secret past time. I eventually divorced, was single a while and then re-married. You can bet your life my new wife liked to suck cock. She loves it in fact.
Sadly, my back got old like the rest of me (early 60's now) and I wouldn't try to suck myself now. My back wouldn't take that very well now. But for the longest time I was my own blowjob. At least you never got turned down. I told my new wife of my past abilities and she wanted to watch. But I couldn't do it any longer, my back just wouldn't cooperate. I never told the first wife as she would have freaked and probably told the whole world.
Some will wonder if I ever had gay sex. No, never did. Although I will admit I would like to find a man about my age range who isn't experienced to explore with. I've never even looked as I wouldn't trust most and it's just too much work. But it would be fun to feel a cock hardening and then shooting cum into my mouth.
So during my personal exploration and masturbation times somehow I found I could suck my own cock. I could do this by leaning forward while standing or sitting. Or my perferred method was to lay on my back, lift my legs back over my head and put my feet against the wall. Then push down some with my feet and my cock was right on my own lips. So the first time I did this it felt absolutely awesome to put the head of my cock in my mouth. Run my tongue around the head and suck it myself. I was super excited so it didn't take long to feel the old familiar build up to cumming. I didn't hesitate at all, I sucked it like there was no tomorrow and blasted an intense load of cum in my own mouth. I had never tasted my own cum at this point but it wasn't bad. I swallowed it all and licked my deflating cock until no more cum dribbled out. I was hooked.
This went on for many years thru high school and college. No one knew. Too early on, I got married, she didn't want to do blowjobs, so I did them myself. I eventually got a job that required traveling. Some of my most satisfying sex was my times in a hotel. Sucking my own cock, cumming in my own mouth. Yeah, sad, I know.
I became proficient at this. So much so, I wanted to "see" this event. So I found I could take the longer length mirror off the hotel wall, prop it next to the bed and watch me give me a blowjob. I loved watching my hard cock dangling above my mouth. Like watching it drip pre-cum onto my outstretched tongue. And of course, watch as I licked my head and gradually worked my way toward orgasm. There were always those fevered moments prior to cumming when I was desperate to run my tongue all over my cock taking me to that point of no return. Then savoring the feelings of an intense orgasm at the same time my hot sticky cum jetted into my own mouth.
I found the best way to watch was to lay on my back, pull my legs back over my head. Then prop the hotel mirror on top of the back of my legs from my ass to above my head. One large mirror right in my face! Watching my cock as I licked all over it, tried to get more of it in my mouth and then sucking it to a satisfying orgasm. It was awesome to watch my hard shaft flex with each pulse of cum that jetted into my mouth. I was so close I could see the shaft flex straight, feel the shot of cum, watch my cock bend then straighten out again shooting more hot cum until it slowed and just dribbled into my mouth. I would give myself facials but most times cum straight into my own mouth, enjoying every minute.
Fast foward to when cell phones got camera and video capabilities. Oh yeah, I would film myself as I sucked and came. Then watch it and get hard enough to do it again or at least jerk off. I couldn't always get my back to cooperate the second time as it would stiffen up. But I would always delete the video or pics, I couldn't take the risk of anyone finding my secret past time. I eventually divorced, was single a while and then re-married. You can bet your life my new wife liked to suck cock. She loves it in fact.
Sadly, my back got old like the rest of me (early 60's now) and I wouldn't try to suck myself now. My back wouldn't take that very well now. But for the longest time I was my own blowjob. At least you never got turned down. I told my new wife of my past abilities and she wanted to watch. But I couldn't do it any longer, my back just wouldn't cooperate. I never told the first wife as she would have freaked and probably told the whole world.
Some will wonder if I ever had gay sex. No, never did. Although I will admit I would like to find a man about my age range who isn't experienced to explore with. I've never even looked as I wouldn't trust most and it's just too much work. But it would be fun to feel a cock hardening and then shooting cum into my mouth.
