I took a new job that requires me to travel. Most travel is by car within a 200 mile radius, but from time to time I travel by air. Most trips are three days, I travel almost every week.

The longer I was away from home the more my thoughts turned to trying something new, getting together with a man. I have fantasized about that for a long time, I masturbated to those desires. I used the internet to find gay porn. I subscribed to gay forums. I chatted with gay men. I got more and more comfortable with the idea. My fantasy was to bottom, to suck on a cock and to get fucked. I bought some anal lube at this adult bookstore on one trip. I used my finger to lube myself. On another trip I went for it and bought a hard rubber penis. When I put it beside my penis it was at least a third larger. I lubed and lubed until I could take my rubber penis easily.

I started looking for ways to meet men. I tried the lounges at the motels. There were never any guys there. I started having late dinners at IHOPs and Denny's. Then in St Louis I read that a good pick up place was at the mall food court. I hung out there, to be seen. I read a news paper and eye contact. If followed a man I saw eating at the food court into the men's room. I made eye contact. I stood beside him at the urinal and didn't cover my penis. he took his hand off his penis. I kept my penis out of my pants for several minutes after I was finished, he finished and shook his penis slowly and put it away slowly. I did the same. I spoke, I told him he was lucky, he had been born with a great looking penis.

We walked out into the food court and he told me he worked in the shoe department at Macy's. I waited for a while and went to the shoe department and let him show me several pairs of shoes. I asked when he got off and he told me. I waited for him to get off and walked beside him thanking him for helping me with my shoe needs. WE tried small talk, I just had to make a move. I told him I was thinking of eating dinner at Chilly's, maybe he wanted to join me.

I waited for an hour in my car. He came, he had changed, he had on slacks and a polo shirt. I met him at the door and we got a table for two. We talked about all kind of things, and ordered. When the waitress asked us if we wanted desert, I said what I wanted for desert wasn't sold there, I wanted something home made, and I looked at him in the eye. I felt his hand on mine as he asked to see the bill, we split it and left. At his car I told him I was staying at the Holliday Inn Express and I was going to park in front of my room.

I drove back, my heart pounding, I was working it so hard, he never said anything, I could be wrong. It crossed my mind, what if he was a bottom. What if he didn't come, was I going to have to spend the night with my rubber penis again.

He knocked soon after I got to the motel. Once inside he stood by the dresser for a few minutes, I sat on the bed. He didn't make a move or say anything. What would I say, hey I want to suck your penis? Hey I want you to fuck me, I have lube. I went to the bathroom and left the door open, he came to the door to talk, to ask me a question. I stood back and offered him the toilet to pee. He unzipped his pants and took out his penis. I had been thinking of this all afternoon, what to do if his penis was out of his pants.

I stood beside him while he peed, I got up the nerve and asked him if I could touch it. Silence, but his penis was still out of his pants. I reached for it and grabbed gently in my hand. I had never touched another man's penis, and I was having electric impulses go up and down my back. I told him I though he had a real nice penis. We walked back into the room with me still holding his penis. I sat on the bed and he stood in front of me and I leaned over and took his penis in my mouth and closed my eyes and started to suck on him, gently at first, he got more and more firm, I sucked on him until he got hard. I hade to undo his belt and pants and let them fall. Put his penis back in his shorts and then suck on him after his shorts and pants were around his ankles. I fell to my knees and sucked him. Playing with his penis and sucking him was more than I had ever imagined.

I took my shirt off and undershirt, and then kicked off my shoes and took off my pants and shorts and got on the bed naked and sat him down and went back to sucking him. I helped him with his shoes and took off his pants and shorts, and he laid back and let me suck him all I wanted. I pushed up his shirt and he let me push over his head and he was totally naked just like me. I figured he was a total bottom, instead of getting fucked I was probably going to have to fuck him.

I took his hand and put it on my penis, I was hard by then and he put his fingers around it and I pulled on his shoulders to get his head to my penis. He sucked and I played with his penis with my hand. I got the lube off the nightstand where I had put it, and gave him the lube and rolled over on my stomach. He said not yet, and he got behind me and I felt his tongue thrusting between my butt cheeks so I raised my hips and he got his tongue and licked my hole. he stopped and lubed up his fingers and spread the lube all over my hole and took some more and lubed his penis. I got back on my stomach and he got on top as I raised my hips up and he used his hand to put his penis in the right place. All that practice with my rubber penis paid off, his penis went in, it felt so hot, my fantasy was coming true. He got his dander up and I got fucked for real.

He left after our session, I told him If I was going to be St. Louis I would stop by to see if had some time to get together.

He was my first time. It took so much work, I didn't expect that. I really want to hook up again with a man and do it again. The food court is too open and takes a lot of time.