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Anything Goes
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Bi-Sexual Male / 22
So alright this is kinda fucked up, not like gross or disturbing really but it, you'll see.
I consider myself a man, I've never had a problem describing myself as a man, and I was born with a penis. However. When I was 12 I needed to have surgery to have a tumor removed in my nether regions, and for whatever reason the result of this was that I cannot become erect. Period. Dick doesn't work.
I have tried to have normal hetero sex with a woman and "pushing rope" would be generous. Now this might not be a problem if my sex drive were also void, but that's not how that happened. I have an above average sex drive, I think, and I can still orgasm. But my particular issue has taken some work to get around on my part, some adaptation which started fairly early once I realized this was a problem.
See, being a guy with a perpetually limp dick doesn't get you very far, sexually. But being a cute girl willing to go anal does. That's one of the few ways I can still get off is to take it up the ass. There are others, but they're a bit more involved.
More than a few times I've gone with a guy I thought would be fine with it but he wasn't, gotten beaten and r**ed, as if r****g a guy because you thought they were a girl and you're totally not gay isn't stupid ironic, but I digress.
But most of my encounters have been fine, either they were cool about it, willing to give it a shot anyway, or didn't notice while they were ploughing my ass.
But the really big thing, and part of the reason I decided to make this confession, is that I started to notice a shift in the way I feel orgasm. When I first started taking it in the ass to get off, it felt more or less the same as it did before the surgery that made it impossible to get hard. It was a quick climax that I felt in my dick, ejaculation, and done.
Lately it's started to feel different. It lasts longer, like a lot longer, and I feel it kind of all over my body? And half the time I don't even ejaculate. I'll leak a bit, but it's clear. I've read online that trans women can have similar experiences to this.
Is this similar to how women, trans or otherwise, feel orgasm? Anyone wanna throw in their two cents?
I consider myself a man, I've never had a problem describing myself as a man, and I was born with a penis. However. When I was 12 I needed to have surgery to have a tumor removed in my nether regions, and for whatever reason the result of this was that I cannot become erect. Period. Dick doesn't work.
I have tried to have normal hetero sex with a woman and "pushing rope" would be generous. Now this might not be a problem if my sex drive were also void, but that's not how that happened. I have an above average sex drive, I think, and I can still orgasm. But my particular issue has taken some work to get around on my part, some adaptation which started fairly early once I realized this was a problem.
See, being a guy with a perpetually limp dick doesn't get you very far, sexually. But being a cute girl willing to go anal does. That's one of the few ways I can still get off is to take it up the ass. There are others, but they're a bit more involved.
More than a few times I've gone with a guy I thought would be fine with it but he wasn't, gotten beaten and r**ed, as if r****g a guy because you thought they were a girl and you're totally not gay isn't stupid ironic, but I digress.
But most of my encounters have been fine, either they were cool about it, willing to give it a shot anyway, or didn't notice while they were ploughing my ass.
But the really big thing, and part of the reason I decided to make this confession, is that I started to notice a shift in the way I feel orgasm. When I first started taking it in the ass to get off, it felt more or less the same as it did before the surgery that made it impossible to get hard. It was a quick climax that I felt in my dick, ejaculation, and done.
Lately it's started to feel different. It lasts longer, like a lot longer, and I feel it kind of all over my body? And half the time I don't even ejaculate. I'll leak a bit, but it's clear. I've read online that trans women can have similar experiences to this.
Is this similar to how women, trans or otherwise, feel orgasm? Anyone wanna throw in their two cents?
