I've even found a way to pleasure myself as a female, and now it's really the only way I can pleasure myself. I have developed a way of folding over my penis and scrotum to make a vagina like pouch, which I can then finger or put a vibrator into. I also like to take my penis and rub it against my anus until I cum on myself. I just love the feeling of being penetrated and cummed on.
A lot of men find me attractive, and tell me that I have an alluring girl next door look. I always go for the blonde bombshell look myself. I flirt with many men over the Internet (I always tell them I'm a crossdresser, even though a few don't believe me at first), and a few have even told me that they have started having feelings for me. I have a few guys I have been flirting with for years, and many men like to have me strip to my panties and bra, and masturbate to me touching myself. Sometimes I even do myself with a dildo if they ask me.
I love pleasing men. I love dressing up in sexy lingerie for them, and bringing them to orgasm. I especially love watching a man cum, and knowing that I brought them that pleasure. I'll admit I like their compliments, but I like seeing semen erupt from their erect manhood more.
Lately I've had a couple of guys begging to meet me in person. I absolutely want to have sex with a man and perform fellatio on him and have him give me anal. I think very soon I will be losing my female virginity to a man.


