Straight very masculine white male with a huge very private fetish for anal penetration. Bottom line is I love sticking things up my ass and really get off fucking myself up the ass with anything and everything. Most of all I enjoy doing this naked outdoors in many very private spots that I know all around in the area where I live.
I have been getting a little braver here lately because I have this wild secret fantasy to get caught doing this and to actually be fucked by a big huge masculine man with a really big dick and be held down by him while he r**es my ass and shoots his cum up my asshole then after fucking me hard and very deep leaving two huge loads of cum up my ass he pulls out and leaves me face down on the ground with his cum running out of my asshole he tells me to meet him back there same time next week and he will bring some friends to fuck me like a bitch in heat.
This has been my fantasy for years and I don`t think it will ever happen but it is a huge turn on for me to think about it. For many years I have wanted to be fucked by a very well hung man and feel him cum balls deep inside of my ass. Back in High School I let a friend fuck me in the ass one night when we were out at the Lake drinking and we got very drunk. It was late at night and of course we were already talking about sex and fucking so since everything was pretty funny to us being so drunk like we were I took a chance and while I was laughing I told him he could fuck me if he just had to fuck something.
He looked right at me and it got very quiet for a few seconds then he asked if I was serious. I had to think a minute but told him I was and since no one had to know about it we could try it. He really didn`t believe me and as we talked back and forth I finally dared him to do it and that's all it took to get him to do it. He said he would if I really wanted to and I began to share with him this secret desire I had always had to be fucked in the ass. Once he heard that he asked a few questions and I then explained to him how I would sometimes enjoy putting something in my ass then fuck myself while I jacked off. After hearing that he was very anxious and ready to try it so we walked about 100 yards to this picnic table that was in the dark and behind some bug trees and we decided it was a good spot to do it in so once I shoved my jeans and underwear down and bent over the end of the table with my bare ass sticking out towards him he took me serious. It wasn`t long before I felt his big hard dick poking at my tight asshole and his slick pre cum in the crack of my ass as he kept trying to poke his dick in me.
Once I reached back and pulled my ass open for him it made it much easier for him to penetrate me and it stung like hell at first but once the head of his dick was in my ass he slowly pushed it all the way up my ass moaning as it went deeper and deeper until his nuts were pressed tight against mine and he started to fuck me. He asked if I liked it and if I was OK and I just told him not to stop. His dick came out a few times but he quickly shoved it back in and my asshole was very slick with his pre cum and he had my asshole stretched pretty good and he was going deeper than anything I had ever had up my ass.
He had a firm grip on my hips using the entire length of his fat dick to fuck me and cum was dripping out of my dick as he fucked me then he told me he was going to cum and said he would pull out. I thought a second or two and asked him not to then told him to cum in me if he wanted to. In a few seconds I felt his warm cum begin to fill my insides and he came for ever and I could feel his nuts twitch on mine each time he shot his warm cum balls deep in my ass.
I guess we were both so excited that he never lost his erection and started to fuck me real slow and when he pulled out with just the head of his dick in my ass I started to feel his cum run down my thighs and by then my asshole had opened up quite a bit and it was so well lubed from the cum he shot in me that he fucked the hell out of me for a very long time and later on shot second huge load up my tight ass.
Before we got home hours later we stopped at this other place way out in the country parked way back in the bushes on this old dirt road and he fucked me again face down in the front seat of my pickup and came in my ass again. When I dropped him off at his house he wanted to go running around together the next day and then asked if we could ever do it again. I told him I would pick him up around 10 in the morning and we could do it as much as he wanted to and that we could go out to the River fishing and just fuck in the woods all day. For over two years he and I snuck around all the time and he fucked me in the ass countless times and the more he fucked me the more I wanted it.
He moved away with his Parents and I guess it`s a good thing because no telling how I would have turned out had he stuck around any longer and continued to fuck me all the time. I grew up straight happily married with children but can`t help thinking back to the days when his big dick was in my ass all the time and how he used to fuck me and cum in my ass so hard so many times. It was great sex and a lot of it and we both sucked a lot of dick back then but fucking was our favorite.
I know that is why I have this craving for anal sex even today and have this wild very private fantasy of being r**ed by a group of very well hung men out in the woods and they leave me face down in the grass naked with my asshole stretched out and cum pouring out of me. My dick is hard as a rock right now just thinking about it.