One of my son’s friends came over while he was away visiting his father (my ex). I offered him some lunch and we struck up a great conversation. I really began to enjoy his company and he stayed for quite a while. I was in the bathroom freshening up, when he opened the door and came on to me rather forcefully. I found myself fighting unsuccessfully to keep to keep his hands off me and he was able maneuver me into a bending position over the sink. I was very embarrassed being disrobed and positioned in this helpless position. At one point I had this overwhelming urge to pee and I asked him to let me go. He refused and continued to ravage me eventually slowly withdrawing his penis. At first I thought it was peeing, but then I realized I was experiencing a profound orgasm. It was my very first, though I’ve been married for 19 years. I sustained this feeling for a few minutes, not moving. I stopped resisting and whispered to him not to stop. I felt guilt and excitement as he continued to penetrate me. He only to stopped when I suggested we do this in my bedroom. His manner changed when he got me in my bed. Anticipating his need to have me, I freely opened my legs and let him enter. His thrusts became deeper and more rhythmic provoking deep sensations I have never experienced. I became a little worried that I could possibly get pregnant, but I could not gather the conviction to ask him to stop. The feeling was all rather wonderous and finally he collapsed sweating on top of me and panting heavely. He kissed me in a way that tugged at my feelings and told me he was sorry for what he had just done. I told him not to worry and that it was OK. The room had that sultry smell of sex and sweat and I asked him if we could do it again. To my great surprise his cock got rigid and we were once again wrapped in this sinful position with him delivering these profound sensations along with his seed deep inside me. He stayed and slept with me that night and we repeated this 3 more times until he showered and left in the morning. We both agreed to keep this our secret and not to see each other again, which would risk my son finding out. I find myself looking at younger college age students and wondering if they would find me desirable, as well.