You can't undo some things.

My boss and I have always been pretty open about everything. He has been on my case for a long time to get married and settle down. I am not against that but I never met the right man.

I turned 30 and he told me that I better hurry up and get pregnant, because having kids as you get older is more and more difficult, both on your body but also on your life style. The conversation went around and he said something like if I couldn't find someone he would do it.

I let my 56 year old boss get me pregnant. Now I am forever tied to him. He is very supportive of me and is an old fashioned father. The only thing is that he controls me with money and force of character. I am not used to being told what I can do, but I am learning to shut up and not argue. Letting him control my life is the hardest thing of becoming a mother. We both have to do what daddy wants.