One mistake, and a drunken mistake at that is still costing me sexual favors. I wouldn't say I dislike what we're doing, as Jack's a real good fuck, but I simply cannot help but feel guilty afterwards, every time we have sex.
Jack just so happened to attend a party I was at after I'd had a huge argument with my husband. Feeling very hurt from a lot of what my husband had said to me, I gave a guy I didn't know from Adam, a blow job. I was drunk, but it didn't and doesn't make way for any excuses for what I did. And to top everything my husbands youngest brother caught me doing it.

He said nothing until nearly everyone had left the party and pulled me outside to let me know he'd seen me swallowing the guys cock. Extremely anxious and sobering up quickly, I asked Jack not to say anything to my husband. He responded by saying "My cock could use a polish".

In the dark of that back yard, I gave my brother in law a blow job to keep him quiet. And in doing so, learned he was far more well endowed than his older brother. When I was sucking on his large thick cock, Jack took hold of my head and began to fuck my mouth, then began to call me a slut. The combination of him fucking my mouth hard and him calling me names had my pussy aching for sex. So stopping him from fucking my mouth for a few seconds, I told him I was horny for his cock.

Without using a condom, he had me stand up, lean against a tall steel post and drove his cock straight into my soaking wet pussy from behind. Right away it felt wonderful to have his larger cock fucking me and almost straight away I came. He didn't though, not for quite some considerable time as he pounded my pussy, making slapping sounds as his thighs, hips and cock slammed into me.

I'd just about cum again, when the rear door to the house where the party was being held. The light from inside shone out and gave Jack a clear view of my pussy and asshole. He made some comment about always wanting to fuck me, and then unloaded up my love hole.

Afterwards I didn't immediately feel guilty, but I did when he dropped me off at home and his brother came out to apologize to me. Jack just seemed to take it in his stride, as if nothing had happened. They even had a beer together as I got into bed feeling really bad about what I'd just done.

The next day, Jack text me to ask me to meet up with him. On my lunch break from work, I met my brother in law who told me he'd booked a motel room for an hour. Even though inside my head I was saying no, my pussy and asshole were desperate to feel his cock inside me again.

We actually spent nearly an hour and half licking, sucking and fucking one another. I was late back to work, (Told the boss I got a puncture) but not before I'd had five amazing orgasms from Jack licking my pussy and asshole first, then fucking my mouth, my pussy and my ass. It was easily the best sex I'd ever had and Jack made me promise we'd continue to have sex if and when we could.

Again I felt ultra guilty, but it didn't and hasn't stopped me from having Jack fuck me as often as we can meet up safely to have such horny and dirty sex. Sex I know I simply could not now do without, even if I still feel unbelievably guilty afterwards.