The last few years have been emotional rough for myself but no one has a clue I am very happily married with kids everything is great with my home life but my heart and mind are confused about a lot I've had a fling with my oldest sister since I can remember it's a good thing it's always been natural for her and I to love on each other we live far apart so it happens here and there no biggie it's all around a great thing my other sister on the other hand has thrown me through a loop and started a fire in my heart I will explain about six years ago right before I quit drinking for good I was camping just outside of town to get away from life for a couple of days one night my second oldest sister shows up and she was tipsy my sister is beautiful and sexy to everyone else but I never saw her like that she was just my sister my oldest sister was my love and tamed my heart early I'm married now and madly in love with my wife but still feel that same way so there was my second oldest sister sitting at the picnic table with me she had a low cut shirt on her tits were kind of hanging out it was nothing new I saw all the women in my family naked a lot because I played it cool and they were comfortable around me not my Pevert brothers which I'm positive my second oldest sister has slept with all of my brothers with the exception of me so we're sitting there drinking taking shots having beers side note my sister always got to drunk she wasn't a slut but when she drank she slept around a lot most the time I don't think she remembered it I don't know so after were good and drunk we had been talking about everything when out of no where my sister asked me about my ex and a bottle of viagra I told her it was for fun and at one point I couldn't stand my ex and I needed them to preform she started talking quite and told me that last week when I fell asleep on her couch at her place that I had a massive hard on and I was stroking it in my sleep she told me she pulled it out of my pants and helped me stroke it in my sleep then finished me off she said I had the biggest cock she had ever seen in her life and had to have it and now she feels guilty because she can't stop thinking about my cock or me I was shocked and turned on I thought she had finally lost it I thought it was a trick so I would sleep with her because I had turned her drunk ass down all my life she noticed the whole conversation gave me a hard on she was flirting bad I got upset I told her I was married and she's my sister all that good stuff it didn't phase her at all she kept looking at my crouch I don't know why still to this day but I got pissed I pulled my monster cock out and told her if she wanted she was going to get it she instantly started sucking me off I was mad about my sister sucking my dick so I let her have it I fucked her face hard and pulled her hair I made her choke on it the whole time she loved loved it she just took it and wanted more I came down her throat after a half hour before she was done swallowing I threw her little ass in the camper I fucked her in every way possible hard and rough for an entire day I made sure she sobered up and fucked her even harder if she wanted it she got it my sister couldn't even walk to her truck I tore up her pussy and ass she left with out saying anything the next day my mother called to say she was worried about my sister she couldn't walk or hardly get out of bed did I know what happened to her she was asking because she knew my sister spent the night camping I told my mom we just got drunk she might have fell but I didn't know anything it was weird lying to my mom about my sister turned me on I didn't see my sister for awhile she always left just before I showed up one day I saw her in town and I asked her so that wasn't what you wanted she told me it was she was waiting for more I took her in the gas station bathroom and fucked her really rough over the sink she told me to come over to bet place when I could and left a week later I went over to her place and had my way with her again the next morning my mother called again and said my sister couldn't even walk at all and wanted to know what was up two times in a row I was with her and she got hurt I just said I didn't know but I noticed my mom was talking to me differently like she knows what was going but something different she was slightly flirting with me it was strange I avoid my family for awhile after that well my sister missed me and came over telling me she was madly in love with me I put an end to it and told her off after that I didn't have anyone to hangout with other then my wife and kids which is awesome but I needed a friend or something to hang with before I knew it or even noticed I found myself hanging out with my mom all the time I'd just hangout run her on errands all kinds of stuff I gave my mom a massage one night and let's say we almost broke the mom son relationship boundaries I don't know how we got so into each and relaxed we both knew and stopped well that brings me up to where I'm at now I tried to connect with my mom but she shyed away from me she wouldn't let herself give in I guess my sisters both of them hound me to visit but when I'm around them I think of my mom and when I'm sleeping with my wife and we have sex a lot I mean a lot I think of all of them my wife kind of knows something is up because I can't not fuck her at least five times a day or my mind gets carried away and I want to give into the urges of my family I'm stuck I need advice should I just leave it all behind or should I try for the queen my mom and lose my wife what do I do and yes it's strange and weird but you wouldn't understand unless you're in my shoes