So over the past few months I have been (sort of) having sex with my 19 year old son. I had my son at 24 and we have always been very close. I have to admit that he is my favourite of my children. I know that's a horrible thing for a mother to say but it's true.

One night my son and I were up watching films as we frequently do on weekends. I have been divorced from his father for the past 5 years so we've grown even closer now with more time to spend together. Anyway, as usual I was drinking and this time I got more drunk then usual and my son carried me to bed.

After being out for I don't know how long, I woke up to the feeling of my body being bumped into repeatedly. As I became more alert I realized I was having sex. The room was pretty dark but I could tell it was my son. He must have been caught up in the moment cause his eyes were closed and he didn't notice I had woken up.

At first I was about to scream at him but it felt too good for me to stop him. It had been ages since I had a good fuck and he felt really large in me.

I decided to pretend to stay asleep. After about a minute or two I felt him cum in me. It was very premature but I expect that from younger men. It actually turned me on that he enjoyed me that much. He quietly sneaked out of the room and I finished off with a toy.

As soon as I came I felt horrible for letting him do that to me. I felt like such a sick and horrible mother and even cried.

But by the next night, I faked getting very drunk in hopes he would do it again. He didn't disappoint and has continued to fuck me while I pretend to be out. He has gotten braver and even has rubbed his cock on my lips and stuck the tip in my mouth.

Each time I feel less guilty but still haven't had the courage to let him know I'm awake. It's so hard not to wrap my arms around him as he fucks me.

I may be sick for this but I love my son and it feels amazing and I wanted to share it.