Well, I have to leave this somewhere. I don't want to have this on my mind. Well, I have a beautiful and smart boyfriend. He is a professional person. He loves me deeply as so do I love him. He treats me right, cuddles and is always there for me. But I have always fantasied about my straight uncle for years. I had a previous boyfriend before the current one I have which used to see other people "even tho he said he didn't but I found all the evidence". So 2 days before dumping him I was really horny and thought about my uncle like I always do. Well, he used to stay in the last room in my mothers house. It was around 2am and I sneaked into his room and asked him if I could suck his dick. He said "yes, but later" and I insisted so I was rubbing his dick and sucked his hard 7inch cock. I was so horny I actually got a new condom, placed on his dick and rode him for less then 3 minutes. Since I was a little nervous I stopped and took a bath and went to my room. We never spoke of it. That was 4 years ago. 3 years ago I started a new relationship with my current boyfriend. He is away with his parents for a few days. Today my uncle helped me clean a house and I asked him if I could suck his dick and he said later. Well, when we were finished he jumped into the shower. I walked in and got naked too. I sucked his cock for like 2 minutes and I then grabbed a condom a put it on his cock. I slowly slipped it in me and he came like in 2 minutes. I took a bit more. I got dressed and threw away the condom. I checked to make sure he came inside the condom. I feel bad, I know I did wrong but I will never do this again. I love my boyfriend and he is more important then anything else. This is the last time I ever think or even talk to my uncle about sexual things. If he ever brings it up, I will tell him I an not interested. I just really needed to let this go, now I will right it on paper and burn it. Sorry if it's lame but confessing really helps me get over the bad thing I did.