I was 14 at the time, my sister 17. Our father left out mother, he had become an alcoholic and she threw him out. This happened when we were a lot younger. But now my mother had lost her job and we were evicted from the apartment we were living in and on the street. A friend of my mom's suggested we stay with a friend of hers, he was a divorced man, and he would take us in for a while, until my mom got on her feet. She made the arrangements for us.

We were there for one day when he made his move on my mom and my sister. After that my sister went to sleep with him. My mom just told me what to do if he grabbed me. She told me how to wash myself out, and hope I didn't get pregnant. From time to time he would also have my mom. She got pregnant first, and then my sister.

One day he told me I was too skinny, and that I needed to eat more. He liked my sister, who was always heavier than me, he wanted me to get heavy like her. No matter what I ate I didn't get heavy like her, my mom said I was more like my grandmother, on my father's side.

In the end it was because I was skinny that I didn't end up getting pregnant at that time.

I joined the army at 17 and stayed in four years. I came out a virgin. When I went home, my sister already had another kid. I guess in the army I had gotten bigger, because I was in the house one day when he got me. He was a lot stronger. I gave up and let him, I was 22 and who cared, he could get me pregnant too, that is what we were there for.

My sister is his favorite, over my mom and me. Mostly it is now just my sister and me. I got a job and he and I work and my mom and sister stay home and take care of the house.

When I was pregnant I would stand in front of the mirror looking at myself. I still don't really understand how you can keep getting so big. It took me a while to get over being in the army and settling down to have a family.

I am going to say this is about doing it for the money. When you are so poor and a man will take you in, you go with him. That's what we did.