I have been thinking about this non-stop ever since the weekend before Memorial Day.

My son is 18, and he has a friend Dylan who is the same age.

I am SO attracted to Dylan for some reason! I get butterflies in my stomach any time he is around.
Its just so crazy.

Anyhow, 2 weekends ago, my husband was out of town on business, and was coming back home that Saturday. He usually has a 3 day trip to take about once a month.

My son wanted Dylan to sleep over that Friday night, and of course I said yes.

Omg - my heart was just racing the entire time Dylan was here. I found myself touching his arm, or trying to brush up against him whenever my son was in the other room. At one point, my son was in the bathroom, and I unbuttoned an extra button from the top of my blouse, just so Dylan could see more of my breasts. Honestly, if he had made any move what-so-ever to touch them, I would have let him.

I ended up having a lot of wine that night - which made my mind race even more.

The boys decided to sleep out in a "fort" my husband made years ago behind our garage. Thanks to the wine, I was bold enough to give Dylan a nice long hug goodnight when he came in once to use the bathroom, and I even said something like "if you need anything I will be up in my room". As soon as I said it, I regretted it. But I don't think Dylan picked up anything sexual about what I was saying. Unfortunately.

I never sleep naked, but that night I did. And, I even laid on top of my sheets "just in case" Dylan needed to come and see me for any reason.

I did not sleep at all though, I wanted him to come into my room so bad.

I found myself thinking about all the what ifs...

What if I did fall asleep and I woke up with Dylan on top of me. I would pretend to be shocked and fight him off a a little to make it look good. I could even scream out for him to get off of me since nobody was in the house to hear it, but I would end up letting him do anything and everything he wants with me.

I have always noticed that Dylan's hands are pretty big - and I can only imagine if his cock matches his hands.
I imagined what the boys penis would feel like pushing inside of me...and how I would probably climax easier with him than I do with my own husband.

After awhile - I am no longer pretending to fight what is happening, but I am kissing this boy deeply. I am making love to a young teenager.

My husband and I have been trying for a 2nd child ever since our son was born, with no luck. I would be tempted to tell Dylan to pull out, but then I realize if its meant to be, I would have his baby. Both Dylan and my husband have dark hair - my husband would just assume its his. Imagine me having my sons friends child? My son would have no idea that his buddy is a dad, or that his 14 year old friend got his mom pregnant.

I find myself wondering if Dylan cums inside me the first time, would he be able to stay hard and just keep going? I have never had a guy not need some time to re-charge, but maybe as young as Dylan is, he would be able to go a 2nd round without pausing.

I wonder how long we could continue an affair, behind my son's back and behind my husband's back. Since my husband is gone once a month, I would be begging my son to have Dylan over for a sleep over any time he is away.

I envision me and Dylan kissing, or letting him suck on my breasts, any time we have a few minutes alone.

To spend a night somehow with him would be amazing. Dylan, at 14 years old, could be my "husband" for a night.

How can I ask my son to invite Dylan over more, without it sounding kind of weird?

How can I be more forward with Dylan, without freaking him out or telling my son about it?

Why am I thinking about Dylan just about every minute of the day now it seems. And - does he think about me at all?

This will sound so bad, but when my husband and I had sex over this past weekend, I closed my eyes the entire time and pretended it was Dylan making love to me. It was the best sex for me that I had in along time.


I don't know if boys would ever go on this website - but if Dylan should see this, I want him to know.

One of your friend's moms wants you.

Make a move...take a chance. I am yours whenever we can find a way.