My story happened five years ago when I was 17. That fall I was going to be a senior in high school. Although I was developed, I wasn't fully developed, not like I am now. I guess I was thin or skinny, so my boobs seemed bigger.

My nine year old cousin was there too, she was a cutie pie and she had to sleep with me. When we got naked we talked about developing and what it felt like to have your period and to have boobs and if I had ever had sex. She was pretty, and she had the cutest little pussy slit, it was perfect. So perfect. I wasn't like that anymore, and I missed having a cute pussy like she did.

We were naked and I asked her if she would let me lick her pussy, I would show her what it was like to be eaten out. Her pussy was so soft and my mouth and tongue went every where. I played with my boobs and nipples while I licked and kissed her. She got aroused and her pussy got swollen and opened up and she was wet. She was nine and she was opened up ready to fuck. It freaked me out so I stopped.

We got our night shirts on and went to bed and didn't talk about it for a while. After a while I asked her if she liked it and she said yes and she agreed to let me do it again.

The next day I was with my step dad and he had his arm around my shoulders and he was hugging me like he always did, but this time I got real horny. I started to hug him, and press myself against him until he told me to settle down. I felt really embarrassed that he had noticed, so I left the room and went for a walk along the beach.

I ran into this beach bum, he was about 35 or so, and he was drinking. I asked him if he had another beer, and he told me to get lost. I stood there and I asked him just as easy as I could if he wanted me to suck his dick. I told him I sucked dick and I really needed to suck dick right then. It was a lie I had never sucked dick, the worst thing I had ever done was with my cousin the night before.

He said sure, and unzipped his pants and sat back against the wall and opened his legs and told me to go at it. I got down on my knees and bent over and grabbed his dick with two fingers and put it in my mouth and started to suck. He got hard and grabbed my hair and started to head fuck me, to try and shove his dick down my throat. I was gagging and spitting but he didn't stop. I finally managed to get free from him, and fell back on the ground and he got on me and I undid the bottoms to my bikini and he just fucked me right there. It was my first time, everything was my first time, he fucked me and he came inside of me, he never pulled out or anything.

After he got off I started to feel real bad, ashamed and scared and said I had to leave. I put my bottoms on again and left and went back to the house along the beach. When I got home my mother followed me into my room yelling at me, wanting to know where I was. My cousin had ratted on me and told her mother about what I had done, and they were waiting. I couldn't even tell them what had happened to me. In the end it didn't matter I was punished and grounded for the rest of the summer and when we got back to the house I had to go to a psychologist.

Of course, I was pregnant. The baby was a huge problem for me and I had to change schools where no one knew me. My parents were not pleased with having to pay tuition at a private school and pay for all the costs of the baby. I really didn't know the name of that guy, I never asked, and I never told anyone who had gotten me pregnant. To everyone that is still a mystery.

I'm 22 now, and am fully developed, maybe the baby, but I have larger hips and a big bust. Everyone likes thin girls with big boobs, that was when I was 17. Now I have to find a man who likes a chunky girl with a four year old. My cousin is now 14 and she is prettier than ever. She and I are friends, but her mother doesn't like her hanging around me. I guess I don't blame her.

That is about all there is to my story.