My wife recently confessed something that had been bothering her to me. We separated for about 18 months when we were in our mid thirties. We reconciled and things have been pretty good since then. We both saw other people during the separation which we worked out way back when. I dated multiple women casually and she dated one guy for over a year. She recently made some weird remarks indicating familiarity with swinger type activity when talking with other people. I ended up asking her about it one night when she was drunk, that's when she's mostly likely to let her guard down.

She ended up saying she learned about swinging during our separation. Turns out the guy she dated back then was a swinger who liked "watching". She was in a cut loose phase with the freedom of separation and went all in. She fucked men while the guy watched, let him set up sexual things for her to do which sound crazy. Things like the time he tied her ankles to his bed with her legs open, blindfolded her and let a small group of men watch as she masturbated, again and again. She said the idea was she had to make herself cum in under an assigned time and if she didn't one of the guys could fuck her. So she managed to cum on time a few times but each time after it took longer. These guys, strangers, watched her struggling to make herself cum and when she couldn't, her boyfriend would tell one of them to fuck her, and they did. She thinks that six or seven men fucked her that night.

She told me about another night where she was with her boyfriend and two other guys. It started slow I guess but ended up with her on top of a guy who was fucking her, then a second guy fucked her ass, which I've never done, then her boyfriend was joining in to have his dick sucked when she could manage it which was difficult because the guy was fucking her so hard in the ass.

She had sex with other women while guys watched and went to a blow job party where she sucked a couple dozen random dicks by the sounds of things.

She said that they attended a regular swingers thing where she got to know a group of six older guys who would always end up circling around her while she took turn sucking each of them. She said they usually didn't cum it was just to enjoy their dicks.

She confessed her favorite experiences were when she was blindfolded sucking strange men to orgasm, she loved hearing the men moan then feeling their cum filling her mouth. She couldn't get enough.

My wife was a virgin when we got married. During our separation, I had sex with four women. From what I can tell she had sex with between fifty and a hundred guys and god now how many she blew. She said that towards the end, she got bored with it all and broke up with the guy. A few months later we started talking about getting back together. I asked if she ever felt she wanted to do that sort of thing again and she says no way, never again, she's a one man woman.

So my wife went through this crazed sex stage and I feel like I missed out. I wish I'd been there to join in with her or enjoy this part of her life that I was excluded from. I also have a hard time believing she did those things but she appeared to be telling the truth. I wonder if this has ever happened to anyone else and how they felt about it.