I went on a convention trip representing the company I worked for. At the convention I met this guy at the bar on the first night. Somehow I ended up in his room and after he had regular sex with me he had anal sex with me. It was my first anal experience. After sex, he told me to leave and go to my room, he didn't want to be seen with me in the morning.

I was humiliated, for various reasons, not only for being kicked out, but for having anal sex.

It is the only one night stand of my life. I can't forget it. I have seen him afterwards many times, he is part of the competition. I guess his experience was par for the course, but for me it wasn't.

I just can't move on. I don't know how. I often wonder if he knows he owns me.