I was 12 at camp and camp worker showed me his penis. He asked me to show him my twat. He wouldn't put his penis away until I showed him. I eventually lowered my shorts and underwear so he could see me. He touched me with his fingers and asked me if I wanted him to put his penis in me. I said no, and he said ok, he had me touch and hold his penis and then he put it away and I pulled up my pants.

I love to put my hand on a penis, to hold it and make it get hard. I love the feeling of a penis inside of me, front or back doesn't matter, all I want is to be able to see his hard penis before he puts it in me.

I wonder how much him showing me his penis at camp influenced me. When I was holding his hard penis I wanted to tell him to put it in me, but I couldn't say it. I dream about it and often masturbate to the idea.