When I was sixteen I started dating this girl whose uncle lived with her. He was a cool guy at first who would give me beers and watch sports with me or whatever while I was around. He started inviting me over to hang out drinking beers while I waited for her to get home from work. He was a guy in his thirties, single, muscular, dark, a rough masculine type. One day after a few beers, he threw some hardcore porn on. This was before porn on demand so I was like holy shit. I loved it. It became a thing beers & porn. I started going over earlier and earlier when I could to see more porn. One day he asked me if I minded if he jerked off. I was like ok so he took out his dick and started stroking. I was watching the porn wishing I could jerk off too. I got to watch him cum the first few shots flying off then the slow down to a thick trickle. There was a lot of cum. After he cleaned up he gave me a beer and asked if I enjoyed seeing him cum. I said yeah it was ok. He said next time I should jerk off too.

I thought about it not sure if I should but then after a few beers and some good porn he was stroking telling me to join him and I did. I came after watching him cum. He was laughing accusing me of liking his cock and me denying it. The next time he had bi sex porn going which I'd never seen. I saw guys sucking each other and cumming on each others faces and their mouths. Then both of our dicks were out and again I was staring at him wanting to see him cum. He was watching me stare then stood up, grabbed me by my hair and put me on my knees. He was stroking his cock in my face. I was saying wait but still jerking myself when he grabbed my hair in a fist and pushed my head straight back, said take my cum, and pressed his dick to my mouth. I opened my mouth and he head me tight by my hair cumming one my face a little but mostly in my mouth. I swallowed as much as I could then came on his rug really hard. While I was cumming he was wiping his dick on my lips. Then he let me go.

The next time he got me on my knees and wanted me to suck him. I didn't want to but he was stronger. He held me by my hair and forced his cock into my mouth and told me how to suck. I struggled but I had to do it. After awhile tho it was fun, I liked it. He ended up fucking my face until he came making me swallow it all. After this I was over there all the time sucking him off. He was always really rough and always came in my mouth.

A lot of times I'd get there and one of his friends would be there who he made me blow too. I came so many times jerking off while sucking those guys off. My girlfriend ended up breaking up with me after a couple years but by then I'd sucked off her uncle and his friend maybe a hundred times or more. I was upset thinking that I'd miss her but I missed drinking beer, watching porn and sucking their dicks even more.

I'm married now and haven't sucked cock since I was 18 but I still miss it. I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach when I'm really horny that makes me want to suck cock so bad.