Sex was so mysterious at first. So exciting. I loved it. My first time I was 13 with my nerdy 18 year old neighbor. It was his first time too. We fucked for a few weeks then an exciting guy made his move and he took over fucking me. Within a year I'd fucked seven guys. Then I fucked a couple of older guys until I got a boyfriend when I was sixteen. The guy was a virgin who I pretty much corrupted. A few years later he was gone and I was fucking men now. Every chance I got. I was 18 fucking guys in their 20s, 30s and 40's as much as I could get and I never slowed down. Hundreds of men and crazy sex encounters later and I realize sex isn't mysterious or exciting anymore. I've become jaded.

I'm no longer really drawn to sex by attraction or desire. A man simply has to show interest and he can fuck me anyway he wants. I'll blow him, fuck him, sick my ass right down on his cock, whatever. It all just lost it's attraction other than the sex itself, the orgasms I get out of pleasing men anyway the want.

A few older men were into things like bondage where I beat them or pissed in their mouths or things like that but after the initial excitement that became mundane too. I'm thinking of becoming a lesbian or maybe go celibate for a few years to see what that's like.