I'm a 41 year old married woman with three children. I've never thought of myself as promiscuous or "slutty" but I recently read through all the diaries I've kept since I was eight years old. My first kiss was at fourteen. The first boy to play with my boobs was also at fourteen. I first got fingered at fifteen and I gave my first hand job that same night to the same boy. I gave a different boy my first blow job just after turning sixteen. I lost my virginity a few weeks later to the same boy.

When I graduated high school, I'd had sex one hundred and forty-four times with six different guys. I'd given fifty three blow jobs to twelve different guys.

During college, I had sex with twenty-three guys for a total of four hundred and eight times. In addition to sucking on all those guys, I gave stand alone blow jobs to eleven different guys a total of thirty-seven times.

Between college and getting married, I had sex with forty one different guys including my husband. I had sex with those guys four hundred and sixty-six times. I gave stand alone blow jobs to sixteen guys forty-nine times.

Since I've been married my husband and I have had sex one thousand-eight times. I've also had sex twenty-four times with three different men plus eighteen blow jobs to five men (affairs-yeah I'm not proud).

So at 41 years old, I've looked back and seen that I've had sex two thousand-fifty times with seventy-three different men. I've also gave one hundred-thirty six blow jobs to forty-four guys.

So I've averaged about 5 just blow jobs a year to just under two guys per year. And averaged about 80 fucks a year with just under three guys per year.

The totals make me look like a huge slut but the average doesn't. I'm thinking my numbers are probably about average for most women my age. Of course I'd never tell anyone these numbers lol.