Gay Male / 48
I am a 68 year old man who has been married three times and have 2 children but I have always know I was gay since I was 10, but could never accept or act on it. Back in those days people like me were called queer and not accepted at all so I tried really hard to be normal.
I have never been attracted to women sexually. I do enjoy their friendship a great deal and love spending time with them but not in a sexual way. Over the years I have had several very close girlfriends and treasure those relationships. Although we never touched or kissed, I loved them dearly. I liked taking with them about their boyfriends, and how they like to look hot for them.
I have never been good dealing with men as friends. I don't understand the things that most men are into and an very uncomfortable around then for fear that the will notice how I look at them, and treat me badly. I love their bodies and am sure that my desire will show.
At the start of each of my marriages, I tried really hard to be normal and enjoy the sex, but it never really was much fun for me. I would up just going through the motions and after a few years, just couldn't do it anymore. I would rather be celibate than have to deal with women's bodies. Outside of the sex, I am a god mate and could be a really good girlfriend to them. I love shopping, and helping with their hair and nails. The problem is that most women don't like this.
I offered each of them to find a real man for sex, and that I would be really happy if they did. Most people don't want to accept that I would just never be jealous when they were spending time with, and having sex with another man. I would be glad that I wouldn't have to do it anymore so it would be a win-win.
I have never been attracted to women sexually. I do enjoy their friendship a great deal and love spending time with them but not in a sexual way. Over the years I have had several very close girlfriends and treasure those relationships. Although we never touched or kissed, I loved them dearly. I liked taking with them about their boyfriends, and how they like to look hot for them.
I have never been good dealing with men as friends. I don't understand the things that most men are into and an very uncomfortable around then for fear that the will notice how I look at them, and treat me badly. I love their bodies and am sure that my desire will show.
At the start of each of my marriages, I tried really hard to be normal and enjoy the sex, but it never really was much fun for me. I would up just going through the motions and after a few years, just couldn't do it anymore. I would rather be celibate than have to deal with women's bodies. Outside of the sex, I am a god mate and could be a really good girlfriend to them. I love shopping, and helping with their hair and nails. The problem is that most women don't like this.
I offered each of them to find a real man for sex, and that I would be really happy if they did. Most people don't want to accept that I would just never be jealous when they were spending time with, and having sex with another man. I would be glad that I wouldn't have to do it anymore so it would be a win-win.
