I have considered myself at most bi for many years and would have sex with men when in between girlfriends and every time I did I learned more and more about myself and my sexual likes and dislikes. Without a doubt I love sucking guys off and swallowing their cum. It doesn't happen to often but when I get the chance to suck then hard and feel their cocks grow in my mouth (but most are hard before I get the chance to put it in my mouth) When I was fucked in the ass for the first time it was very painful and at first I wasn't crazy about it but over the years the more I got fucked the more I liked it. I am 5'7 inches tall and 145 pounds and in pretty good shape for my age but I am smaller then most men and not well hung at only 5 1/2 - 6 inches but on the thin side of average just to give you an idea of what I look like.
I have also come to realize I will try most things at least once sometimes a few more times just to make sure but I am not into under aged, animals, pee/poop play or heavy pain. I explored different things over a course of about 30 years but after my last girlfriend and I broke it off about 10 years ago I really started to explore different things and found that I do like many different things when I have hooked up with guys and I have lost interest in sex with women, granted I still look at women and am attracted to them but not sexually interested in them and as far as guys go I am not really physically attracted to them but always sexually interested in them. Some of the things I have learned I like are the guys that like to take charge and like to dominate guys like me.
I have had hook ups where I was ordered to shave my body from head to toe (which I really didn't have that much hair to begin with) including my underarms. I have been made to cross dress for a few guys, preform sexual acts on guys while others watched or in one case I had to get under the table at a bar (with a long table cloth hiding me from others at the bar) while he chatted with a couple friends I had to suck him off. I have hooked up with a married couple where the woman wanted to watch her husband get sucked off by a guy and wanted to have cum ate out of her pussy which I gladly ate her husbands cum out while he fucked me in the ass.
I am finding out that I enjoy preforming sexual acts in places where there is a slim chance of getting caught, having pictures or videos of me preforming gay sex acts or preforming in front of others as well as some light bondage, being gang banged, interracial gay sex, having gay sex in adult book stores, I also learned that I love being submissive or passive and don't really care if I get a blow job or not after sucking a guy off and just love being used for other men's sexual pleasures and the last guy I hooked up with at a park made sure he shot his load in my face and forced me to walk back to my car with his cum on my face and he walked behind me to ensure I didn't wipe it off while walking the public trail back to my vehicle and it was about a 10 minute walk and I past at least 8 people on the way and was instructed not to put my head down. As I walked I realized I was hard the whole walk and loved the humiliation effect it had.
Even thou I am 55 I am horny 24/7 and feel like I did when I was a very young teen and if your wondering no I don't need no little blue pill. I am not out except for the guys that I have had sex with but I do wear a gay pride rope bracelet or a gay pride pinky ring as a subtle hint for those paying attention to know I am gay and it has helped in hooking up with a couple guys where they seen me in a store or walking the park and quietly asking me if I was gay and sucked cock, which I replied yes and yes I do then we go some place and I suck them off. As for what I have learned about myself is I am a sex addict that loves gay sex and will preform just about any time or place and am always looking for sex with any guy that is of legal age or older as long as they can get it up and cum in my mouth or ass and the more dominate they are and the more I get used for their pleasure the more I love it.