Straight Male / 45
THE FETISH LIFE
Since I was 12yo I have had a fetish for high heels and fashion boots. No I don't wear them but I do want the woman I'm with to wear them, especially in the bedroom.
My first wife was a virgin and not only didn't she want to wear those things, she wasn't even decent in bed. Got married at 18 and didn't know shit until it was too late. I had an affair with her best friend and she wore heels 90% of the time. She was married also and had kids like I did, we finally broke the affair off when it got to be too much for us both. Then a few years later I got divorced, it wasn't just about the sex but other things too.
About a year later I met a gal from Argentina, she turned my world around. We had awesome and kinky sex. She had a closet full of high heels and boots. We got into Role Play and with her long nails, looked like I fell into razor wire. I would go down on her and she would dig her heels into me, closest thing to heaven.
But like the old saying all good things come to an end. The problem was outside the bedroom she was a raging bitch! Tried to work it out, but people are who they are and can't always change, which was the case.
Met a gal two years later, and finally got her to wear heels in the bedroom. She loved the way I went down on her, think it was a barter system. That lasted a few years until she got a job across country.
Now getting older and a lot of women are set in their ways too. They want a man to make love and don't want to understand the needs of a fetishist.
Online Porn can only ease the pain so long. I have about 500 video's of fetish porn on my computer. You won't find one woman in all the video's that's not wearing high heels or boots no matter what genre of video.
I fucked my first Tranny about 5 years ago and my first CD about a year ago. I fucked them because they were more than willing to satisfy my fetish. They wanted to wear sexy high heels and boots, I didn't have to barter or spend half the day trying to explain why I like these things. Not only do they want to wear these things but they want to be treated like a whore in the bedroom as well. I won't deny that the aspect of that only excites me more.
Now I'm 50yo and obviously finding a woman that would wear these things is almost like trying to hit the Lottery. No doubt there are women who would, but how to find that woman is another story.
So now I lead two lives. I have a girlfriend and of course we have sex, but I never press her to have it. I go through the motions and it takes me forever to cum. She is attractive but I can't get off with her. She got wild one night and wore 2in heels to dinner, so her wearing heels in bed isn't happening.
My other life is with Andrea, a Tranny that I met a few months ago. She satisfies my fetish needs and then some. The thing that shocks me mostly is the fact that I adapted to having another cock in the bed. Most of the CD's I have been with want to be fucked like a girl and I have nothing to do with their cocks.
Tranny's are different, they want their cock in the action. I can't believe that my fetish has taken me down this road. Andrea will wear the sexiest boots or the highest heels for me anytime, but her cock needs attention too. I guess I should say thankfully the Tranny I met a few years ago got me through that, so I'm okay with Andrea.
There are still times when I think to myself how or why this all started. At 12yo I was just a kid wanting to have fun and hang out with my friends. Why did High Heels and boots enter into my mind and have such a profound effect on me.................
Since I was 12yo I have had a fetish for high heels and fashion boots. No I don't wear them but I do want the woman I'm with to wear them, especially in the bedroom.
My first wife was a virgin and not only didn't she want to wear those things, she wasn't even decent in bed. Got married at 18 and didn't know shit until it was too late. I had an affair with her best friend and she wore heels 90% of the time. She was married also and had kids like I did, we finally broke the affair off when it got to be too much for us both. Then a few years later I got divorced, it wasn't just about the sex but other things too.
About a year later I met a gal from Argentina, she turned my world around. We had awesome and kinky sex. She had a closet full of high heels and boots. We got into Role Play and with her long nails, looked like I fell into razor wire. I would go down on her and she would dig her heels into me, closest thing to heaven.
But like the old saying all good things come to an end. The problem was outside the bedroom she was a raging bitch! Tried to work it out, but people are who they are and can't always change, which was the case.
Met a gal two years later, and finally got her to wear heels in the bedroom. She loved the way I went down on her, think it was a barter system. That lasted a few years until she got a job across country.
Now getting older and a lot of women are set in their ways too. They want a man to make love and don't want to understand the needs of a fetishist.
Online Porn can only ease the pain so long. I have about 500 video's of fetish porn on my computer. You won't find one woman in all the video's that's not wearing high heels or boots no matter what genre of video.
I fucked my first Tranny about 5 years ago and my first CD about a year ago. I fucked them because they were more than willing to satisfy my fetish. They wanted to wear sexy high heels and boots, I didn't have to barter or spend half the day trying to explain why I like these things. Not only do they want to wear these things but they want to be treated like a whore in the bedroom as well. I won't deny that the aspect of that only excites me more.
Now I'm 50yo and obviously finding a woman that would wear these things is almost like trying to hit the Lottery. No doubt there are women who would, but how to find that woman is another story.
So now I lead two lives. I have a girlfriend and of course we have sex, but I never press her to have it. I go through the motions and it takes me forever to cum. She is attractive but I can't get off with her. She got wild one night and wore 2in heels to dinner, so her wearing heels in bed isn't happening.
My other life is with Andrea, a Tranny that I met a few months ago. She satisfies my fetish needs and then some. The thing that shocks me mostly is the fact that I adapted to having another cock in the bed. Most of the CD's I have been with want to be fucked like a girl and I have nothing to do with their cocks.
Tranny's are different, they want their cock in the action. I can't believe that my fetish has taken me down this road. Andrea will wear the sexiest boots or the highest heels for me anytime, but her cock needs attention too. I guess I should say thankfully the Tranny I met a few years ago got me through that, so I'm okay with Andrea.
There are still times when I think to myself how or why this all started. At 12yo I was just a kid wanting to have fun and hang out with my friends. Why did High Heels and boots enter into my mind and have such a profound effect on me.................
