Eighteen months ago if you'd have asked me if I'd recognize anyone who was gay and wanted sex. I'd would have probably laughed at you. Circumstances and my whole sexual outlook eighteen months on have changed.
Firstly my wife went through a very emotional part of her life, which in many ways ended our sexual relationship. And secondly I found myself actually contemplating sex with men, after watching a porn film on my lap top.
Take yesterday, as part of what I now call my "fun days". In a German supermarket here in the UK, I was behind a woman at check out. The young guy serving her gave me a look, which I returned in my own fashion. That look I now recognize instantly said "I'm up for sex, are you?". The look and wink I gave back said to him "I'll fuck you anytime".
My turn to be served. I packed all the shopping I'd put on the belt and then paid through the card machine. Ripping off the receipt he said "Oh wait a minute sir, there's a mistake, I'll cancel it using my pen". Writing over some of the type written lettering, I took the receipt and walked out of the shop, but not before he'd brushed my hand with his to let me know he wasn't joking.
Outside I read the receipt which said "Rear of shop ten minutes". I sat in my car, sorted out a condom and ten minutes later walked to the rear of the store. As I approached, he opened the rear door and ushered me in. Both knowing we didn't have much time, he quickly undid my shorts, took my cock out and sucked on my dick for a couple of minutes. Then standing up, he turned and dropped his work trousers, showing me he was naked under them. Bending over and pulling his arse cheeks apart, he asked me, begged me to fuck him. Spitting on his arsehole and on my condom covered dick, I slid my cock up his arse from behind. There was finesse about the sex. it was quick and brutal. I fucked the young man hard and fast and was on the verge of cumming after around five minutes, but buy then he'd already shot his load all over the floor in front of him. Orgasming myself, I pumped my load into the condom, then slid my dick out of his arse. Two minutes later, after taking his mobile number, I was sat back in my car and driving home.
How it all started eighteen months ago though, was taking out our dog for a walk through the park. Sexually frustrated, if not concerned about my wife, I came across two young guys having oral sex. They didn't stop as they saw me and I didn't walk away. As I've already said I'd already been thinking about gay sex as a way, as I saw it, not to cheat on my wife with another woman. Seeing them taking turns to suck one another off, I simply joined in.
Offering one then the other my cock, I found that they were both extremely good at giving head. One in particula the youngest of the two took a real liking to my dick and before I knew it, he was swallowing my sperm.
I met him alone the next evening and took my time to fuck his face. Again he swallowed my spunk, but the second time he asked me if I ever fucked guys. Arranging to meet him at a place I knew to be more private the following evening, with condom's and lube I'd bought, I met him there and fucked the shit out of him twice.
Every week after that we met and found somewhere to fuck. Then all of a sudden he stopped showing up (His family moved), so I began to find other young men who enjoyed cock up their arses. The more I fucked, the easier I found it to notice who were up for some fun. And that's how I find myself today.
Over the eighteen months I've had sex oral or fucking them, with nineteen different young men. They're always it seems, up for hard quick dirty sex. And given the enjoyment we all get from it, I'm not going to stop anytime soon.