I grew up in an abusive home, my Mom and Dad had some serious physical fights. When I got punished it was my Mom that dished it out, a belt or switch which ever she was in the mood to use. If I got the switch, I was the one that had to go and select the item of my demise.

If I brought in the switch that wasn't going to work to punish me with, that was going to only piss her off and a few more whippings were added from the one she went and got from the nearby tree.

When they finally both passed away I didn't share a fucking tear for either of them! They both fucked my head up so bad I didn't know who I was sometimes.

When I got old enough to start dating I couldn't keep a girlfriend for very long, I usually just bossed them around and acted like I was some real bad ass. Most girls wanted to make love in the bedroom, I actually had no idea what that really meant. I thought you get a woman in bed and basically fucked like it was your last days and then thought about the next time it was going to happen.

As you can imagine having sex with anyone was far and few between with ideas like that. Thank God for Craigslist! When CL became a haven for hookers and guys like me, it kept me going and actually changed my life for the better. Yeah I know hard to believe CL could do that....

I met a Gal on CL and after a few emails we finally met. Her name was Audrey, 35yo but she looked closer to 40. I didn't care, Audrey was hot. Bleach blonde mane with thick curls around her face. She didn't have an hour glass body, but what she had was sexy. Her legs were great and a nice Rack that was large enough, they were her own as well.

We fucked and she hated the way I fucked, she didn't have a problem telling me either. Then she says that someone needed to teach me some manners! So I said ok you teach me, Audrey just looked at me and told me to go home.

I started searching CL again and then one day I got an email from Audrey. She asked me if I was serious about her teaching me some manners. I emailed back and said sure I was serious, with not a clue about how she was going to teach me?

Nothing else from her for about a week, then she emailed me the next Saturday afternoon as I was on CL again searching. The email said to be at her home at 10pm and not a single minute before that. I texted back ok and at 10pm sharp I was knocking on her door.

Audrey opened the door a few seconds later. She didn't smile or act like she was glad to see me at all. I walked in and she closed the door behind me. Audrey came around and stood just starring at me for a moment.

She was wearing a leopard top that came down slightly over her waist, she had these shiny black stockings on with patent high heels. Lots of makeup and her hair looked like it was just done at a beauty salon. She asked me if I was ready for my first lesson, and of course I said I was very ready. Audrey's expression was almost cynical and she told me to follow her.

We went downstairs to a basement area and walked into the room. Audrey flipped the light on and I started to laugh, it looked like a homemade Dungeon of sorts. I was about to comment when Audrey told me to strip naked. I told her she must have had the wrong idea about what I wanted. Then she says flatly, "it's not what you want, it's what I want." Then she tells me to leave, she walks over to the light switch.

Ok I'm thinking what the hell, I will go along with her little game. So I strip and the first thing comes out is the handcuffs. Hands behind my back, and most of you all ready have an idea where this is going.

So I get cuffed and then Audrey leads me to a bench, I have to straddle and for sure my ass is exposed to whatever she wants to do. The crop, paddle, etc. I thought about my Mom and the switches. If this was Audrey's plan of training, I been there and done that years ago.

So I'm on the bench and Audrey puts these straps over my back and secures me to this bench. I know what's about to happen and I'm almost smiling as if this is some joke. I wait and wait and then nothing. I hear her behind me, her heels on the floor making a clicking sound as she takes very slow steps behind me. Nothing? I crook my head to the side now to see what's going on, Audrey moves just slightly to the side when I do this. Finally I say WTF? and I hear Audrey laugh behind me.

Then I hear something being dragged across the floor and Audrey appears with a simple chair and sits it down in front of my head. Once again she just sits there and stares at me until I start to speak.

She proceeds to call me a rude and inconsiderate bastard, and she didn't stop there. About halfway through her spiel I had heard enough and told her I was done and to let me up, Audrey just laughed and stood up and walked behind me once again. I heard her heels again and she came back with a riding crop in hand. So now I'm thinking ok here we go, we're going to play.

She circled around and then I felt the tip of the crop against my cock that was hanging down freely below. I few taps and nothing......

Audrey walked around me, the end of the crop she grazed over my back gently. It was going to happen any moment, and I realized when I felt the crop touch my cock again I was almost hard.

Then there was nothing. Since I couldn't see Audrey I asked if she was still there, I hadn't even heard her heels on the floor. She replied she was. Ok I'm really over this joke or what ever it was supposed to be, and I told Audrey to let me go. She replied ok and I felt her undo the straps and cuffs a few seconds later.

I got dressed in a hurry, Audrey stood off to the side almost smiling at me for the first time. When I was dressed I followed Audrey up the stairs to the front door. With her hand on the handle she tells me I got exactly what I deserved. Obviously I have a WTF expression so she informs me that from the moment she opened the door I didn't say one single thing about how nice she looked or the outfit that she had picked out for me. I didn't thank her for the email inviting me over or nothing. Audrey gave me a shove and out the door I went, the porch light went out almost at once leaving me standing in the dark.

I lived about Ten miles from Audrey and I had so many thoughts and emotions all the way back to my house. I thought about my folks, never heard them compliment each other except when one would get pissed off and leave the house.

Once home I turned on the computer, there was an email from Audrey

"Obviously it's all about you and nothing else, I won't waste my time with someone that doesn't appreciate being with me....you have to give something to get something!"
Audrey

I said fuck you to my laptop and turned it off, but I couldn't turn off all the things Audrey had said to me, that wouldn't go away!

For many nights I thought about Audrey and the way she was dressed that night when I arrived at her house. Most guys would have probably made a big deal over it, why didn't I? It was very late when I would finally fall asleep thinking about her.

The following Friday I sat down on my laptop and wrote her an email. I apologized sincerely for being a jerk off. I told her that she lovely and that her outfit was the sexiest thing I had personally seen on a woman. I even went so far as to tell her how I was brought up with dysfunctional parents.

I hit send and didn't hear anything back, until the following week. Audrey said that she would need some time to think about seeing me again, that was it. I suddenly had this urge to really make it right with Audrey, I remember getting home from work everyday checking my email just to see if she had written.

I hadn't heard anything for a few weeks and by then I had given up. I became restless and I couldn't sit still at home. I tried to put Audrey out of my mind but I couldn't. I got on CL again, hoping that would take my mind off her. It did only while I was online, soon as I was off the computer Audrey popped into my mind.

Then the following Friday after work I turned on the laptop and there was an email from Audrey. I suddenly felt like a kid in school that just got his first note from a girl in school.

I hesitated opening the email, it had been almost two months, the idea of her saying yes was most likely "fuck you" at best. I was in total shock when Audrey said yes that would could try again, with hopes our evening would be much better.

I got to Audrey's house around 9pm. She opened the door and I just stood there starring at her for a moment. Audrey was wearing a little back dress with stockings and heels. Actually her makeup wasn't so pronounced and she looked even better than before. She wore high heels and they looked sexy as hell on her short legs.

Audrey invited me in and I said only for a moment. Her expression told me she didn't know what I meant. Then as we sat down I told her that she looked too damn good to be inside with me all evening and I was going to take her out.

We got a late dinner and went to a place that had live music and drinks. Audrey seemed to be enjoying herself the entire time. I dropped her off, walking her to the door. When she asked me to come inside I said no, I would just rather end the best date I ever had right here. I didn't want to do anything to mess it up. Audrey smiled and I think she understood.

The next weekend we had a date but it wasn't what I had planned. When I got to her house Audrey opened the door, she was wearing those shiny stockings and heels once again. She wore a white blouse, her makeup was more pronounced as it had been the very first time. I told her she looked delicious as we went downstairs.

I was cuffed and put on the bench at once. Audrey took the riding crop in her hand which she was now wearing shiny gloves. She leaned over and kissed me on the cheek and backed away. The crop struck my bare ass like a lightning bolt, my voice filled the small room instantly. Then I had to say "thank you" to her.

The pain was almost as wonderful as Audrey was. She took the crop and paddle to my bare ass and I knew my cheeks had to be almost hot pink. Then Audrey put her hands around my cock and balls. Oh those gloves she wore made me crazy as she slowly stroked my hard cock. Once again I had to thank her for pleasing me this way.

Over the years Audrey and I became almost like one, never being too far from the other. She gives me exactly what I want and need, in return I make sure to treat her with love and respect.

I am so glad I found Audrey, she did teach me manners and a lot more...............