My ex still gets hot when we talk to each other. She usually texts me and get pissed off at me about something or another. Then she will tell me that she is going to go and finger her pussy and make herself cum to calm down. This last time I got so hot I begged her to show me her wet fucking pussy. I got a picture sent shortly after. I took off all of my cloths and stood over my phone and took a picture of myself standing there naked and fully hard. It looked like it would if you were sucking my cock looking up at me. I ordered her to make her pussy shoot for me. And she did soon after looking at my big hard cock. I made myself cum soon after she shot her juices all over her bed.

So I admit it. She is still so fucking hot. I just hate fighting all the time. And she makes me feel so low. Still, the combination of being turned on and feeling low is confusing. In fact my last dream was of watching her getting fucked by a dude with a huge horse cock and listening to her moan like a whore and cum harder than ever before. Standing there as hard as I have ever been just as he pulls out and makes me watch his cum shoot on her wet pussy hole. He gets it everywhere. Deep into her black bush. I can thick wet pubes of hers that have been coated in it. She is shaking from the mind blowing orgasm. She tell me to let it go. I shoot my load on her pussy next. I cum so fucking hard I shake. Just as I finish she orders me to eat her out. She makes me lay down and she gets up on my chest and grinds my face until she cums again. She screams...

"Oh god I'm cumming again. She bucks my face hard like she riding a cock. The man with the big cock is standing over her on the bed. He slaps her face with his cock and she says.

"That's so fucking hot. Slap me with that huge fucking cock. Show him what a whore you've made me." He is jacking it off faster and slapping her again and again. I am still eating her hot wet pussy covered in hot loads. I hear her tell him to get down here and get ready to cum in his face.

"Do it, give him your hot load. He loves eating hot fucking cum." She tenses up and start to cum again. She announces to us both just as she moves her pussy away from my face and fingers her pussy the rest of the way home. I see cum running down her legs. She is a juicy fucking slut. I want to eat her cum, but I get a huge cock shoved into my face right away.

"Ah fuck! I'm cuming." He shoots five or six more big shots right on my face and in my mouth. He slaps me with his cock and she loves watching it. I lay there spent and humiliated. I lay there with a hard fucking cock ready to go again. I am told to go get cleaned up. I go and get locked out and listen to the sounds of a whore moaning again and again all night.

In my dream. I rub my cock on the door and peak through the crack in the door. I hear her calling to me. Telling me that she can see me watching her. She calls to me and orders me to shoot my load on the door. I cover the door as she moans her way to another orgasm.

I wake up and think to myself. Seek help brother. And stay the fuck away from there.