So basically I secretly want to be a bimbo... I never realized this really until I was experimenting with makeup and tried to give myself fuller lips. The effect of it made me, at least to myself, look like a bimbo with big fat fake lips. I loved it all the sudden I immediately got so horny looking at myself looking like a silly bimbo and now it's all that I think of. I do those big bimbo lips and take slutty pictures and will chat with people online acting like a total airhead silly happy bimbo. And now that's all I want to be and it feels so wrong like I'm only 18 what would my family think. I know this confession probably sounds totally ridiculous but there it is, thanks if you took the time to read this :)