When I was around seven my mom explained to me that I had a lock and boys had a key and the boys used the key to unlock the girl's heart. My mom showed me that she had a lock and I had a lock.

When I was eleven I had a girl spend the night with me. Her mom worked with my mom and she had to go out of town, so the girl was staying with us. She was budding out, and she had light pubes and she showed me what was inside her lock. She showed me where her vagina was and she stuck a finger in there and asked me to stick a finger in there. Then she opened my lock and stuck her finger in there. We bent over so we could see our toosh and our lock and used my hand mirror so we could see what was difficult to see. She had an older sister who knew all about vaginas.

When I was fifteen I went on an all girl school field trip to this farm and we learned all about the animals on a farm. The woman who ran the farm explained to us how the cows were impregnated using the bull's semen. She told us that a bull's penis was really large but that it was more efficient to impregnate the cows with a veterinarian using artificial insemination. She had a model of a bull's penis and she let us all hold it. The pigs and the chickens were all impregnated by mounting.

At home my mom told me that it was true, and that most girls preferred being mounted than being artificially inseminated. We sat on the couch and she told me about the first time she had sex in college and that it was so fast that she only knew she had sex. That for a girl to enjoy it the boy had to take his time. She finished by telling me that sex was for grownups, and that I should not let a boy get close to me like that.

It wasn't a boy that got close to me, it was a man. And he got on me from behind and got me pregnant. I never even saw his penis.

I grew the baby without any problems, I was hardly uncomfortable, I still went swimming and did everything I normally did. The birth was fast and the baby was out before I knew it. I stayed home from school for three months, with a tutor provided by the school and distance learning. I graduated on time with my class mates.

When the father came to see the baby, he would always bring me a gift of something, shoes, a shirt, a purse, anything he could think of, I ended up with a whole closet full of stuff. When the baby was eighteen months old he talked to me about having another baby, so that the babies were close in age. That he had grown up with a much older brother, and he thought that kids should be closer in age. I was an only child, so I didn't know any different, so I got pregnant again.

Like the first baby, I didn't have any problems. The birth was fast and without complications. My mother helped with the children while I was in class, and I graduated with my nursing degree in five years. The father of my children is more involved now that they are older, I live with my mother and I like my job. I suppose I am an adult, but I don't feel like it. Between my babies' father and my mother taking care of us, I coast along and I have lots of time to spend with my kids. I don't have any financial pressures. My life is pretty easy, when I see some of the people at the hospital, I realize that I am fortunate.

My lock was opened by a man and he used his key to open my heart. It was that simple, I don't ever recall anything different. One moment my lock was locked and the other it was open.