Who ever you are I'm sure you loved getting blackmailed into having sex. It's arousing when guy tells you every time he gets horny you have to give yourself to him, because he knows something embarrassing about you. I'm guessing he was older and dying to fuck a 19 year cup cake like you. Men always like young inexperience girls because they can do anything they want with them. You know, the old fantasy of taking advantage of young girl and know he's in control of her. I'm female, much older the you, never do it with any of my cousins. To tell you the truth I enjoy sex much more when guy forced me to have sex. There is something very arousing when you've just met a guy that takes you to his apartment and fucks you. I admit your story made me extremely wet just thinking what he did to you all those other times. Maybe you can write a part 2 with all the juicy details of what your cousin did to you. Whatever you do, don't feel ashamed about it.
#1 I'd love to meet up with you, I think we'd like each other my big cock and your wet pussy what else do we need