I own and live in a small attached house in a not so good neighborhood for over five years and tried to sell it a few years ago with no success. Aside from the location it is old even though I have improved it somewhat over the years. As it has turned out, since February 12, 2014, I have allowed myself to be ruled and frequently abused by Joyce and Brenda. Thats the day I let them move in which was supposed to be for a couple months but they are still here and I continue to let them control me. I put up with it because of the sexual satisfaction I get from them yet it has become apparent that they get satisfaction out of humiliating me and often cause me pain which I continue to permit them to do. Joyce is 45 and Brenda is 48 and I am sure both are bi sexual since they each have a boyfriend and I'm sure they have sex with each other. There are three other women they bring to the house a few times a month and two out of the three seem to be strictly gay. Maryellen is the youngest, I think about 38, both Carly and Marissa are in there forties and both seem to be completely gay and all of them have had sex together at one time or another. I never see it but certainly can hear them especially late at night. I have known Joyce most of my life since she was a friend of my oldest sister in grade school and high school and thats the reason I let her move in even though I didn't know Brenda at all. I work 5 days a week so most of the time its the weekends when things get crazy but its often on a weeknight also. Joyce is the most demanding and controlling one but when it all started it was Brenda who instigated everything. She was the first one to masturbate me and she is the one who always supplies the drugs and especially the pills. The first few times they actually undressed me and just played with me finally jerking me off which I was naturally happy with. I don't have a large penis and think I was a little embarrassed at first since my erection is less than six inches. As each weekend went by they began doing more and eventually began shaving me and as long as I was a little high it didn't bother me and I never told them not to do anything. Joyce was the one who began spanking my butt with a paddle but not hard enough for me to complain about. I always had some kind of a buzz when they did this and willingly undressed when they told me to knowing that they would eventually jerk me off a couple times. By the end of April that year Brenda began using their sex toys on me the first few times with a dildo penetrating my rectum and then began using a vibrator also. Before doing that they would always make sure I was aroused first and again I never tried to stop it even though it became quite humiliating at times by the ways they had me positioned. Even now Brenda makes sure I have enough oxy or other drugs making me more relaxed so I don't object to anything they desire. Around that time is when Joyce began using a strap on dildo and began to simulate screwing me anally as Brenda would jerk me off. They took turns doing this afterwards and at times was painful but I still never objected or told them to stop. I am always high and they always have me aroused no matter what they do to me. The only time I think of it as abuse is when I am sober and can't figure out why I am humiliated but not when they are doing all this. Just the things they say to each other while its going on is proof to me that they enjoy ridiculing me and most of all subjecting me to embarrassing situations which aren't until I'm sober again.

By the middle of June the only hair I had on my body was my head and they have continued to shave me at least once a week. I don't even have underarm hair and when I look at myself in a mirror it is humiliating that I let them do all these things to me. June 2014 was also the first time they let Marissa join in and during the summer of 2014 is when Carly and Maryellen also started coming over on weekends. The worst part about this is that none of these woman are what any guy would call beautiful and just the opposite. Who am I to degrade their appearance since I'm not exactly good looking either. I do look a lot younger than my age and many times have heard them talk about that aside from the other stuff they say. The only one who has a decent figure is Maryellen and the only ones I have ever seen naked is Joyce a Brenda a few times. Its very seldom that all of these woman are here at the same time but on weekends there is usually at least one of them here with Joyce and Brenda. Maryellen masturbates me sometimes but Carly and Marissa never have. They all have spanked me with the paddle and they all at one time or another have penetrated me anally either with the dildos, vibrator or strap on which Joyce, Brenda and Carly seem to like best. Everyone of them has helped shave my body and most of the time its two of them doing it. Brenda gives me the drugs each time and once they tell me to undress I am high enough to let them do what they please. I hear them talking about me as things go on and never say a word. Once I sober up and remember what they have said about me its not only insulting but totally humiliating and I have still not ever complained to them. They seem to be able to have me aroused for the longest time and I always ejaculate at least two times. No matter what they do with the sex toys and no matter how deep they penetrate me one of them is always holding or playing with my genitals. I have an erection almost the entire time they do this and the main thing I dislike the most is when one of them is penetrating me with the strap on. Brenda is the most violent one and Carly also causes me pain at times. I don't understand what it is that makes these women want to punish me like that and its my own fault because I never say no to them. If three or more of them are here at the same time and one is screwing me anally the other two are playing with my penis and scrotum as I am being subjected to it. Its tough to explain how being basically abused anally how I can also be aroused and able to cum. When they use the dildos and vibrator I seldom get any pain and it seems to stimulate my prostate making me even more aroused. The strap on they use are sometimes to large and often they go in and out of me to fast especially when it is Brenda. There are times when my anus hurts often for a few days mostly when one or more of them use the strap on. Any humiliation during this is long gone no matter which of them are here. Once I get to work I can't help feeling used and just knowing what I let them do is very embarrassing and I can't tell anyone about this. I haven't dated anyone since Joyce and Brenda moved in and my sex life now is having them jerk me off or masturbating myself a few times a week. I met Brenda's boyfriend once but never met Joyce's and wonder whether they do anything to them like they do to me or if they tell their boyfriends about what they do to me. Part of it is also selfish since I am completely sexually satisfied when they are done with me. I am sure to that the humiliation and domination they put me through somehow arouses them. It seems they always go to Brenda's room when finished with me and I can clearly hear signs they are having sex of some type. There have been nights when four of them are in the same room and I know sex between them is going on. I never had a women even suggest anything like this and assume the way they treat me and how they display and intentionally try to humiliate me turns them on. Even when they are only shaving my body I am aroused and aware that they position me in the most degrading ways possible. They talk the entire time mostly in a degrading manner knowing I can hear every word only trying to embarrass me more. I can't figure them out but also don't have the guts to say anything. By the time they are finished abusing me I always have to shower before anything else. Between the KY, oils and lotions they put on me they often hold my penis so I ejaculate on my chest and often my neck. Brenda many times rubs semen on my face after I cum and many times has made me taste it which for some reason amuses her. I guess I am a fool and doubt many guys would put up with this but I have become so use to it now I don't mind the insults as much as I use to and have only concentrated on the sexual satisfaction I get from it.