I have a secret. I like to cross dress. But not just cross dress. I'm kind of small, slender and have very long hair. I also have a soft high pitched voice and very feminine facial features. So when I was 15 I stole some lingerie from a friend's mother while attending a party there where there were no adults. Lingerie doesn't take up much space so I fit it all in my pockets. I also managed to steal a pair of red pumps. While alone in my room I dressed myself up, did my hair and make up and nails using stuff I "borrowed" from my mom and older sister. I then went on my favorite gay porn web site and and jerked off while telling the porn actors on my computer how much I wanted to them to gang fuck me and make me suck all their cocks and how much I wanted to be their cum dumpster and drown in all their sperm and how much I wanted them to double fuck my mouth and ass and I wanted hundreds of men to just fuck me over and over like the sissy faggot I am. Naturally they couldn't hear me but that wasn't the point. When you are jerking off fantasizing about your dirtiest desires it doesn't matter if the object of your fantasy can hear your or responds. I did this many times over the next few weeks.

Then one day while in lunch, I heard my voice being played back with those same filthy desires being shouted out in lust. At that moment I realized that my deepest darkest desires that I never told anyone because if they ever found out I would just die, had been recorded by someone and were being played back for the amusement of someone behind me. I turned around and saw the three hundred pairs of eyes staring back at me. Every last kid from freshmen to seniors were all listening to my innermost desires as though they were watching America's got talent and I was that really strange act that the whole audience was yelling at the judges to hit the buzzer for.

That wasn't bad enough. Virtually all of them were watching me, in drag, made up like the slut I am, jerking off while gawking at gay porn showing a crossed dressed "twink" being gang fucked at both ends by a bunch of big black men. THE WHOLE SCHOOL KNEW WHAT I JERKED OFF TO BECAUSE THEY WERE WATCHING ME JERK OFF TO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Right then and there I wanted to die. I wanted to slit my throat. I was contemplating the quickest exit from planet Earth. To make it all the more humiliating, when I got up to run from the cafeteria, I peed myself leaving behind a trail of yellow puddles which brought on more vicious ridicule and laughter. I was headed for the stairwell that led to the fourth floor and the roof where I planned to jump right off then and there.

I was stopped by my English teacher Miss McGinty. I struggled to free myself. She was shockingly stronger than I would have expected. Then she dragged me around the corner into the teacher's lounge and held onto me. She would not let me go. Then in a very deep and manly voice she told me everything was going to be alright.

I was dumbfounded. I hadn't any idea how to react to her. She hugged me and held me and shooed away other teachers. It took some time for her to get my attention but she explained that she had a similar experience in high school, back when she used to be a boy. It turns out that Miss McGinty is the principals sister and has a lot of clout. That was how she got the job. It's not easy for a transexual to get a teaching position in a high school.

I ended up getting three days off from school and some counseling. I thought everyone was going to tell me how horrible I was or attack me. It turned out that it was only my imagination that they were all viciously ridiculing me and laughing at me. It turned out that one boy whose sister I had briefly dated had burglarized my home, got into my bedroom and set up three cameras to catch me at an embarrassing moment. He hit the jackpot and posted the whole thing on YouTube on a private video then gave the password to every kid in the school via the school group email network. As it turns out the kid in question was hated by a lot of the kids there for being a cyber bully. This was the evidence they needed. It never made press since I was a minor at the time but he was arrested and half the school showed up at the hearing where he pled guilty and made a plea deal that ended up with him spending until his 18th birthday behind bars.

After the whole affair, several students came up to me to tell me that they had similar sexual fantasies. Several even confessed to far worse. Several girls suddenly wanted to date me. Two girls wanted to go out with me and pick up guys and bring them back to their place and have an bisexual orgy. That was fun. They made my deepest fantasy come true before my 16th birthday.

While I was now fully out, it seemed hardly any one cared. I got a lot of pats on the back for being brave. I got a lot of dates from both guys and girls. My gym teacher admitted to me he does the same except he goes to gay bars in drag to pick up men. Best of all I went to my prom in drag, came in second place for prom queen which was quite an honor and got to have two black foot ball players fuck me at both ends in a hotel afterwards.