I had a normal life growing up and considered myself straight but as a teen I experimented with a couple other boys but nothing much more. when I was 18 ( I remember it as if it were yesterday) it was a Saturday night and all the local kids would hang out at the gravel pit around the bond fire and drinking.
There were a bunch of us both girls and guys, I was getting pretty drunk and decided to stop drinking for a while and one of my so-called friends comes over to me and asked why I wasn't drinking which I said I was getting pretty drunk and just stopped for a bit. Well he said don't worry about it as we are all staying here the night and no one is driving and with that he handed me a beer. Needless to say I got pretty hammered and at one point I remember going into the bushes to take a piss.
Well my friend said he needed to piss also and followed me in. We were talking and when we finished pissing he turned towards me with his cock out and said he needs a blow job bad. I laughed and said I am sure you can find a girl to do that. He told me that would be work but I could do it. I laughed and said I don't think so. He then said I heard about you and a couple of your other friends use to suck each other off.
I asked where he heard that and said Jimmy told me when he sucked me off one night behind his house (which is where we had played before) I said well I don't do it anymore. He said I better suck him off or he would tell everyone when we go back out there. I said you can't prove it and then he said everyone knows Jimmy is gay as he came out in school last year so people know you use to hang out with him and a couple others. Well being as drunk as I was I figured they might believe it and said okay. and got on my knees and started stroking his cock and then started sucking him.
Not sure if it was the drinking or what but it seemed like I was sucking him for a long time and then it happened, another guy walked in the bushes and caught me on my knees with Don's cock in my mouth. When he seen what was going on he started yelling to everyone that I was sucking a cock. I stopped and went to get up and Don smacked me and said he needed to cum and finish what I started. I was never a big guy and most kids my age were almost always bigger then me. He then bunched me in my stomach and made me bend over then pushed me to my knees and grabbed my head and forced his cock back into my mouth.
After the yelling calmed down I was dragged out of the bush and placed back on my knees where Don started face fucking me. People were yelling again and saying things to encourage him on. When he finally shot his load most went into my mouth and the rest on my face. When he backed away and started zipping up his pants another guy said he needed a blow job also and dropped his pants and had me sucking him. I think I ended up sucking 6 guys off in front of everyone and as everyone was passing out from drinking the ones that were still awake I found myself asking them if they wanted a blow job.
A couple pushed me away calling me a faggot and a couple let me suck them off. 2 of the guys said I could suck them while the other one fucks me. Well when I woke up the next morning (surprising before most others did) I was in the bed of my truck and naked with another guy naked. I looked around and everyone I could see was still sleeping. I looked at this guy's soft cock and started playing with it and then started sucking him when he woke saying that feels good. I sucked him off and then told him I had to leave and he needed to get out of my truck.
He said I was wild and he wanted to fuck me again sometime. I was not sure about it and told him I never did anything like that before and I would let him know. Over the course of that summer it got out what I had done and anytime I asked a girl out they just laughed and said no way so after a few turn downs I decided being everyone says I was gay I did start sucking cocks and became a bottom to a few guys but none of them wanted it to get out that when they couldn't hook up with a girl they came to me to suck them off or fuck me.
I am okay with being gay, My parents didn't like it but didn't give me a hard time about it and it amazes me now thinking about the 5 or 6 guys that I regularly sucked off or let fuck me that summer and the following year.