i hope you are in a happy place now take care.
Some guys in high school were always calling me gay. I remember them sneaking behind me to gab my butt in front of girls. I remember they walked into the boys bathroom, forced my pants down and sodomized me with a coke bottle in front of three girls. I could hear them laughing watching them pushing the bottle inside me and reaching between my thighs to grab my dick. I felt so degraded and humiliated, I never dared speak a word out it. Told if I said anything they would make me suck their dicks. Thought getting r**ed was something that happed to girls. I knew if I kept quiet the would r**e me again, so I dropped out of high school before they had the chance to do it. The fact was, they humiliated me in front of girls, wasn't even gay and they all got away with it.
Idiots like the people in these two stories are the ones who have shamed themselves. The victims needn't feel shame - it could happen to anyone.
I still can't believe my cousin's wife sexually seducing me after he left for work. I was on my way to Florida, staying a few days with them and one mourning she walked into my room wearing a bathrobe. I was still in bed when she dropped it on the ground, stood there in front of me completely naked and climbed up on my face. I remember her asking me if I liked oral sex while pushing her soaking wet pussy on my face. Couldn't do much else but to lay there sucking her while she reached back rubbing my dick hard. Got creamed for over and hour horrified about my cousin finding out. As rung as it was, we did the fallowing three mourning in a row till I left. Kept telling me she liked young guys, my cousin would never know, but I still worry about my cousin finding out some day and all hell breaking lose.
I once did drugs with a group of girls and guys I hardly knew and ended up high and naked with no clue where my clothes were. The funny thing was, I was more worried about my clothes than being seen naked. Ended up in wild sex orgy getting fucked by guys as well as girls. It was reach out, grab whoever was next to you and fuck him. Lasted all night and can't eve remember with how many I did it with. Know I find myself buying pregnancy tests.