I leaned over the desk and he pulled my pants down. He kept his hand on my back and pushed me hard against the desk. I felt his penis on my back, then against my but crack as he slid it down. He put it against my asshole and he leaned over me and started to push. His hand was now on my neck holding me. My legs opened more and I could feel his penis braking into my ass. He leaned down hard on me, putting his total weight on me. He was breathing hard now, his penis wasn't going in and he was frustrated, he pushed and moved from side to side, his penis went in slowly. I breathed steady, deep breaths, he was hurting my neck with his hand, my face hurt against the desk, my stomach hurt against the desk, he leaned over harder and harder, and his penis went it a bit more. I wondered how long it was going to take. This is what it meant to have a man on you. I had been born for this, I just had to put up with it. I felt him take in several breaths and push more and his penis went in a bit more. I thought he must have it all in, but there was a lot more. It took a long time. When he got in all the way he jerked against me and I heard him let out his breath and lay his head on my head. He released my neck, but put his hand on my back and kept me down as he pulled his penis out. Once it was all out, he gave me a box of Kleenex to wipe myself. There was blood, lots of blood. It stung, when I stood up my back hurt and I had a hard time closing my legs. My asshole hurt a lot and stung. I picked up my underwear and pulled them on, then my pants. I sat on the office chair and put on my shoes. He sat there and followed me around with his eyes. He picked up at the waist and pulled up his pants and zipped up and bucked his belt. He turned and looked at some papers, he looked at the screen on his computer, he pulled himself up to his desk. I stood up and left. For many days later my butt hurt a lot. When I went to the bathroom it hurt. I used salve on my butt. Slowly I healed until I could go number two without pain or bleeding. I am his bitch, he knows it. I'm his total bitch. I'm probably always going to be his bitch. It comes with the territory. When you are born a girl your going to be a man's bitch. It just so happens that I am his bitch.