you are not alone ! and it wasn't wrong for you ,if it turns you on? depending on how old the other guy was? that's a different story!!!
30s or 40s. I'm not sure.
you did nothing wrong!
No it wasn't wrong at all, Not everyone has bad experiences with much older men I certainly didn't and I enjoyed those times very much,He was kind and considerate and taught me a lot about sex, I was definitely turned on by it I was a bit younger than you were perhaps by a couple of years and it went on until I was 15 with him and there were other men after him too I am not ashamed to say.
I was 14 when a 50 year old guy that works with dad put his hand between my legs sitting at the pic nik table one afternoon. It supprised me at first, but I didn't want to do anything cause others were around. His hand lingered there, and it started to feel good, he didn't do it again, but I liked it, so never said anything.
When I was 14 this guy I knew pretty well was 21. He was very friendly and I never expected him to try anything sexual with me but one day while helping him paint his house we went inside to get a cold drink and he started asking me questions about sex and after awhile he knew I was getting horny but I wasn`t thinking about he and I having sex at all.
Then out of the blue he asked if I wanted to see his cock and he just took it out and asked if he could see mine then he took mine out and started to stroke it and talk to me and tell me it was OK. He knew I was about to cum and bent down and took me in his mouth and let me cum in his mouth and he swallowed my cum.
It was to late to stop because it really felt good and he took all of our clothes off and talked me in to sucking his dick and I did. He told me to swallow his cum and I did. Weeks went by and we had oral sex every day and he was always eating my ass licking it sucking my asshole and started fingering me while he sucked me off then one day he told me he wanted to fuck me and I would really enjoy It.
He took it slow and was very gentle and in a little while his big hard dick was deep in my ass and he fucked me for a very long time then softly spoke in my ear "I am going to cum in your ass now" and he did. He shot a bunch of cum in my ass but fucked me again and another time that afternoon and ever day after that for weeks. He showed me everything and anything two guys could do together including introducing me to sex toys and lite bondage.
I was shocked one day when he introduced me two of his friends and I was taken to the bedroom and gang fucked for hours forced to suck and swallow cum and had my ass fucked and pounded for hours taking their cum in my ass many times. I became their slut and cum dump for two years until I had to move away and I wanted to go back there for years and let them use me again every day. I am much older now but still think about that and want to be gang fucked again some day by a group of men with huge thick dicks and let them r**e me for days and force their dicks in me and make me take their cum in both my mouth and very deep in my ass. I want to feel a huge thick long dick cum in my stomach and be gang fucked until I scream and be tied to a bed face down for hours taking huge cock up my ass and be filled with warm slick cum for days.
that happened to me too, it was in the back of a van. I was on all fours colouring when I felt a hand rubbing my pussy. I bit on my finger as his thumb pushed against my hole. I found myself gasping for breath but he left me wanting more. later when no one was looking I straddled his thigh and grinded myself to my first orgasm (which took me by a scary surprise). he giggled as I became wasted.
