I’m an African lady of 24. I went to live in Pretoria when I was 18. I come from a very Christian family – we studied the Bible and went to Church every Sunday. South Africa was a bit of a surprise, in that life was much more free and easy there, particularly among the whites. I am engaged to a very religious black man, a very good man, but he makes us pray for forgiveness every time we have sex, which has been only about five times. I was engaged once before, and did have sex a few times with that fiancé, but I’ll explain more later. Other than these two I had never had a man in my life. Well, until now.

I was shopping at the supermarket one day and was going back to my car, when I carelessly bumped a white guy of about 40 who had parked beside me, and knocked his shopping everywhere. Some things broke. I said ‘Oh my God, I’m so sorry,’ put my things in my car and began helping him pick up. I went down on my knees to do this. He was very nice about it, refused any payment, and while I was still down on my knees looking up at him he said jokingly “You look very nice down there. Don’t you think that’s the right position for a woman, particularly one from your culture?’ I didn’t realise he was joking at first, and said ‘Well, the Bible tells us the woman should be subservient and pleasing to the man.’ Then thinking about my fiancé who could be very peevish sometimes I said ‘I’m not sure if I’m always pleasing though, although I think I’m subservient.’ He said ‘Well, I think you’re very pleasing. But my friends and I could give you lessons in how to be pleasing if you like. We run a kind of course.’ ‘How much is it?’ I said. ‘Nothing – you pay whatever you want. If you’ve got no money, no problem. If you like you can have a trial session this Sunday – twelve o’clock at the xxxxxxxxx hotel.’ He mentioned a very posh hotel near the town centre.

I hesitated. My fiancé and I go to church together on Sundays and sometimes spend the day together, but I thought I could always make an excuse afterwards, and say I was visiting an aunt he doesn’t like, so I agreed. On the Sunday as I anticipated my fiancé refused to come with me to my aunt’s, so feeling a bit guilty I drove to the hotel. The white guy, I’ll call him Pete, was sitting in reception with a pretty blonde woman. “This is my friend Martin’s fiancée, Anita,’ he said. She greeted me, and got up to leave. After she’d gone he said ‘Right we’ve got a suite at the top for the course.’ We went up in the lift to the top floor. When we went in there were two other men there, one also about 40, and a younger one of about 23. He introduced the older one as Sean, and the younger one as Martin, although I was busy being impressed by the suite, and didn’t connect the name at the time with the woman from downstairs. Also he was Canadian, whereas the two older men and Anita were South African.

‘Right Cindy, let’s get down to business,’ said Pete. ‘Please strip down to your bra and panties.’ “What!’ I said ‘I don’t think I should do that.’ ‘Cindy,’ he said, shaking his head, ‘the first lesson in pleasing a man, which is what you’re here to learn, is don’t resist simple instructions. Now, you’ve been swimming in a swimming costume or bikini, haven’t you?’ ‘Yes of course.’ ‘So plenty of strangers have seen you in more or less a bra and panties. There’s no difference here and now, when you think about it.’ The others nodded encouragingly, smiling. In fact I thought logically that’s true, and not wishing to look as though I was some kind of bad student I hesitatingly took off first my jumper, then my blouse. Underneath I was wearing a very plain white bra, and I have nice breasts, about 34C. I sat down on the bed to take my high heels off, but Pete said ‘No, don’t take your shoes off. I’ll explain later.’ So I took off my skirt and my tights, showing my plain white knickers. They all walked round me. ‘Yes very nice,’ said Pete. ‘You know one of the first things a woman must do to please a man is learn to be admired. And this’ and he stroked my bottom ‘is one of the things men admire the most. They love to touch it.’ The other two also stroked it. I was in a quandary, as their touch was very pleasant, but it felt wrong – and also a bit exciting.

“Now, go into the bathroom and put these on,’ said Pete, giving me white lacy thong panties and bra. I hesitated. ‘You see, to please a man a woman must learn to make the most of herself,’ he said. ‘Look at yourself in the mirror now, then come out and look at yourself with these on.’ I took them. I was beginning to feel I was being played, but I was also beginning to get a very tight feeling in my genital area, and as I went into the bathroom I began to realise that for the first time in my life I was feeling horny. In the bathroom I put the flimsy lacy things on. The thong revealed my bottom totally, and my black skin showed through the white lace of the panty front and the bra. Luckily I had cut the hair on my triangle very short. Now I had to walk out in front of three men – and I was both frightened and excited. If these guys had wanted to r**e me they could have done it by now, but we were in a hotel after all, and actually the experience was beginning to feel like fun. I walked out. The three men had stripped down to underpants ‘So you won’t feel self-conscious,’ said Pete, and they walked round me admiringly, fondling my now virtually naked bottom. ‘Can I touch you?’ I said. ‘Of course,’ they all chorused, and I stroked Martin’s very shapely bottom, and even daringly touched the big bulge in the front of Sean’s underpants.

‘Look at the view,’ said Pete, ushering me over to the window with his hand on my bottom. I looked out for a few seconds. ‘Now, come and meet two new friends’ he said. I turned round and Martin and Sean were standing side by side with big smiles on their faces and their erect penises sticking out of their underpants. This gave me a strange moment, to do with my two fiancés. The first had an enormous cock, just like Martin’s, and when he took my virginity and on every subsequent occasion except once he ripped my vagina. This was probably the major reason we had to break up. My current fiancé has quite a small cock, and I first thought Martin’s was also small, but I soon realised it was only by comparison with Sean’s, it was definitely well bigger than my fiance’s. The excitement in my genital region was now so intense I could hardly walk, as Martin pushed me up to Sean’s cock and put my hand on it. I shook hands with it, and Sean said ‘It’s politer to greet with a kiss.’ I bent over and kissed it, and he said ‘With a bit of tongue,’ and pushed my head down a bit further so it went into my mouth. I knelt down and sucked it, then Martin said ‘Don’t forget your other new friend,’ so I shuffled on my knees to Martin’s circumcised cock and began sucking it.

‘Let me show you,’ he said, and put my hand on the shaft, and showed me how to push the foreskin back past the ring, just run my teeth back and forth over the ring, and flick my tongue over the head. I held his shapely ass with my other hand. When I was getting it right he gave a sigh of satisfaction, and said ‘Anita won’t do this for me.’ I now realised for the first time that he was the fiancé of the blonde woman I’d seen downstairs, and I thought it immoral that the first time I ever sucked a cock it belonged to someone else’s fiancé, and furthermore someone that I’d just met half an hour ago. To cover my confusion I blurted out ‘Neither will my fiancé.’ ‘What? You’ve got a fiancé?’ said Sean, and through Martin’s cock I said ‘Yes.’ ‘Cindy, you’re a naughty girl,’ he said, and came round behind me and pulled the black panties down to my knees, than slapped my bottom several times. What!? I’d never even let my fiancés see me naked, and now I was kneeling with my knickers half way down my legs, sucking an engaged guy’s cock and having my bare bottom slapped in public. He put his hands on either side of my waist, pulled me to my feet, and pulled the knickers right off. I was still bent double trying to keep hold of Martin’s cock, when he pulled my legs apart and I began to feel his big thing go into my pussy. I was really frightened of being split, but it went all the way in, with some pain but not much, and he began rhythmically banging me, lifting my feet off the ground, while I politely but not very successfully tried to keep my mouth or at least my hand on Martin’s cock.

I felt incredibly confused, as this situation seemed so far away from what I’d always thought of as permissible sex, but that big prick was making a delicious sensation grow more and more in my pussy. To cover my confusion I said ‘I hope you’re not engaged too.’ ‘No, I’m married,’ he said, and that information that should have been the final blow to stop this whole thing in its tracks actually triggered my first ever conscious orgasm, which I accompanied by kind of grunts, as he was pumping me up and down. He pumped me for a few more minutes, and I could feel an orgasm building again, but he sighed, and I could feel him spurting inside me. I don’t know if you can remember your first orgasm. I had heard of orgasms, but I didn’t think my first would come from being fucked in public from behind by a married man, while trying to suck the cock of someone’s fiancé. Martin had been a bit sidelined by this performance, and now he said urgently ‘Finish me off,’ so I knelt down again and took his cock in my mouth and hand the way he’d shown me. After a minute or two he grabbed my ears and began banging my mouth, making me choke and gag, and try to pull away, but luckily he came quickly, partly in my mouth, and partly on my nose, lips, chin and neck as I managed to pull away.

Pete came up behind me, and stroked my ass, then when I turned to face him with sperm all over me he said ‘Maybe go and clean up Cindy. Wash your little pussy out too.’ I picked up the knickers and went into the bathroom (the suite had two bedrooms, a bathroom and a lounge). I cleaned myself outside and in, put the knickers back on, and came out ready for anything, as I had not yet had that second orgasm. Pete took my hand and led me into a bedroom, where he lay on a bed, and beckoned me to join him. As I did so the two others came in and sat on the chairs in the room. Pete put my hand inside his white underpants, and I felt his erect cock – not as big as Sean’s, but again bigger then my fiancé’s. I pulled his underpants right off, and on impulse began sucking his dick. ‘Don’t tell me you’re married too,’ I said. ‘Yes, I am. But if you don’t tell her, I won’t.’ Gently but firmly he took off my bra, kissed my tits, then laid me on my stomach and pulled the knickers down past my ass and fondled my ass. Now they’d all seen everything I’ve got, which is more than either of my fiancés ever did. He rolled me on my back, pulled the knickers right off, then opened my legs and pushed my knees right back, then entered me. He lifted his body so the two others could see his cock penetrating my pussy, and that thought brought on my orgasm. He kept going rhythmically, but soon I heard him gasping, and I realised he was going to come, and as he came I managed to squeeze in yet another orgasm by screaming and clutching his prick tightly with my pussy. I also dug my nails into his back on both sides and drew blood, which made Sean say ‘You’re going to have some explaining to do, boy!’

We all went into the lounge. I was naked, and I was now enjoying the way they looked at me. They had put underpants on, and next minute there was a knock on the door. Martin opened it straight away, and a waiter came in with a room service trolley with beer, champagne and some snacks. I just managed to put a pillow over my breasts and put my free hand over my vagina, but he could see I was naked. ‘That waiter saw me naked!’ I said. ‘So what, he’s used to it,’ said Martin. ‘So have you done this with other girls?’ ‘Well, what do you think we brought you here for?’ said Pete. ‘But I’m religious. I never even realised this was going to happen.’ I protested. ‘The religious ones are the best, actually,’ said Sean. ‘So all this about the course was a setup just to get my panties off?’ ‘Listen,’ said Pete,’ how many orgasms have you had today?’ ‘Three,’ I said. ‘Well, I think you were about ready for it, don’t you?’ ‘I suppose so,’ I whispered.

I washed myself out again, and went and got the lacy clothes, but they told me to put my own plain white ones back on, so I did. We ate and drank. I found Martin very attractive so I kept playing with his cock, while he ignored me. Suddenly it grew stiff, and without a word he picked me up, carried me into one of the bedrooms, and dumped me on the bed. He jerked a pillow from under my head, and said ‘Lift your ass.’ I did, and he put it under me. ‘This is how I fuck Anita,’ he said. ‘The other two had followed, and kind of did a fantasy role play. ‘Look, Martin’s going to fuck a little religious virgin. Look – he’s pulling her little white panties down. Look she’s opening her legs.’ I did so after he’d pulled my panties off. ‘Open your legs wider, you black slut,’ he ordered, and I strained my knees apart, but he put his hands on them and pushed them flat akimbo. I suppose I should have felt insulted, but I fancied him so much I was just dying to let him fuck me. He started banging me fairly hard, which was now a bit painful, but the pleasure outweighed the pain. ‘Stroke my ass and my back,’ he ordered, which I was happy to do, as he had a very nice body. ‘That’s what Anita does,’ he said. ‘If you want to do what you do with her why are you fucking me?’ I asked ‘She’s got her period,’ he said, ‘and your black c**t’ll do fine as a cum-dump for me to get rid of this boner.’ I felt my orgasm beginning to grow despite the pain and the insults, and as it got closer I whispered in his ear ‘I’m your black slut cum-dump.’ Then I cried out as we both came together, and I could feel my c**t gripping his prick as he spurted into me.

I really wanted to hold him, but he climbed straight off, and Sean got on and stuck his big cock into me again. This was fine at first, and I had one orgasm, but I don’t know if this had anything to do with it, but I heard Martin say ‘Pound that n****r pussy,’ and very quickly afterwards I felt the intense pain of my vagina ripping. I cried out, but they thought it was from pleasure, so he actually pounded me more, and I just had to lie there in agony until I felt him coming inside me. Then I said to Pete ‘Get a towel from the bathroom, quickly,’ and said to Sean ‘Don’t pull out. You’ve ripped me and there’s going to be blood.’ They managed to get a towel under me, and I had to sit and wait until the bleeding stopped. This takes two or three weeks to heal, but my fiancé is always so guilty about sex that I’ll have no trouble keeping him at bay.

When the bleeding stopped I said ‘That’s it for today then.’ ‘Oh, don’t you believe it,’ said Martin. He took my white bra off and said ‘Come and kneel down here.’ I knelt in front of him, and he grabbed my tits, put his cock between them and began rubbing them up and down on his cock. However I didn’t have a clue what this was about, and after a while he stopped without coming. ‘How’s that bleeding?’ said Pete. ‘It’s stopped,’ I said, but I won’t be able to use that hole for two or three weeks.’ ‘No problem,’ he said. ‘Come with me.’ We went into a bedroom and I lay on the bed. ‘Now, put your ankles back behind your ears,’ he said. I said ‘You’re not going to hurt me, are you?’ ‘No, definitely not.’ I rolled my legs in the air, and he put a lot of spit on his fingers then rubbed it on my asshole. Then holding my ankles back with his shoulders he stuck his prick in my ass. A bit strange at first, but as I gradually related to it I realised i was going to come. At this point the other two came into the room. ‘Is she alright again?’ said Sean, and Pete said ‘No, I’m fucking her ass.’ ‘Let’s see,’ said Martin, and Pete pushed my legs back so they could see his prick sliding in and out of my asshole. The thought made me come, a long shuddering one, and after a few more rhythmic minutes Pete squirted up my ass.

Then that was it. We all got cleaned up and dressed, and they told me to keep the lacy underwear. I said ’Just tell me one thing. If I had not wanted to co-operate would you have r**ed me?’ They all laughed. ‘No, definitely not,’ said Sean, ‘but my wife would have got lucky tonight,’ ‘So are we going to do this again?’ I asked. ‘If you want to. But you said you needed three weeks to heal,’ said Pete. ‘But I’ll give you my number. You can consider yourself recruited.’ ‘How d’you mean?’ I said. ‘Well, you’re not the only girl we know, let’s put it that way.’ ‘That’s okay,’ I said. ‘you can be sure I’ll call you.’

So I left. And am I going to make my prayerful fiancé lay off me for the foreseeable future? You bet I am. Am I going to call them again? You bet I am. Am I going to let them see, fondle and abuse everything I’ve got? You bet I am. Am I going to suck their dicks and let them fuck me in every hole? You bet I am. Am I going to put up with the racist Martin’s comments so I can fondle his fine ass, rub his back and feel his cock spurting inside me? You bet I am.

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by Anonymous on Sep 26, 2016 at 3:16 AM

I can't tell you how much this confession has turned me on. I'm a coloured guy from Joburg and boy would I love to fuck your pussy. I'm up if you are

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by Anonymous on Sep 26, 2016 at 11:08 AM

Oh please! You'd love to fuck my pussy! And they say romance is dead! You know, doing that post was kind of cathartic, just like the whole experience. It's Monday evening here now, and so many things in my life have changed since that day, and also the post. First, after I'd sent that post I went to see my fiance, gave him his ring back and called the engagement off. The whole subservient African woman thing, where I allow one guy to injure me during sex, and another guilt-ridden, inhibited, self-righteous prig to lead me to think that sex is just something to be tolerated until he's finished, well, that just isn't me any more, as I suppose I made plain in that post. But what happened two weeks ago is not me either, and it was simply eight years of denied frustration and repression coming out of me in one rush. But I'm not that person either, and I'm not the person that wrote that post any more, forcing myself to use words that I've never even spoken in my life previously. Do you realise that none of those three guys even kissed my lips? They were just lucky to be there at the right time and the right place, and we all got what we wanted, even though I didn't even know that was what I wanted. But you see something fantastic was happening in my life that I was not noticing. I work in a Hospital, and there's a doctor in the hospital, Swedish, about 42, who asked me out, but dropped it when I told him I was engaged. But he told me often that he really admires me, and I realise I feel the same about him. So at work this morning when we met I told him my engagement was over, and he said 'Well, you know I've always loved you. Do I have a chance now?' I smiled and said 'Yes definitely' We left it at that, but as the day went on I thought I can't let this good man be fooled into thinking I'm some kind of angel. So I got him into my office, got my post up on the screen, and said 'Before you start reading this I have to tell you it was me who wrote it.' When he finished reading it he said 'When did this happen?' I said 'Just over two weeks ago.' He said 'Have you seen these men again?' I said 'No. I'm still injured anyway.' He said 'Do you want to see them again?' I said 'Definitely not.' He said 'But you wrote this post only yesterday.' and I explained it was a kind of cathartic thing, first to use all that bad language, and to kick against religion which I realise I'd also been repressing a lot of disillusion towards, and finally to get myself in the mood to break off my engagement. He said. 'Well, I can understand that. So I'd say three things. First I was young and confused once. Second I've done a few things I wouldn't really talk about at dinner parties. Third I was married to a woman whose behaviour puts anything you've done in the shade. Finally, will you marry me?' I burst into tears and he came and hugged me, and we kissed for twenty minutes. Then I said to him 'Yes, I will marry you, but you go home tonight and think about what you've said, and tomorrow if you tell me you've changed your mind I won't hold it against you.' So no, coloured guy, much though I like coloureds and the way they look, I'm not 'up' for it

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by Anonymous on Sep 28, 2016 at 1:29 AM

I wish you all the best with your new found love. If you change your mind and would like to meet, even just for a drink, mail me a at ryanggg8@@@@@@@@g***l.**m

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by Anonymous on Sep 28, 2016 at 2:09 AM

Well, thank you for being graceful about it. However my friend and I are both firm in our intentions, and there is no way I want to be known as either the beaten down second rater I was before, or the sex-crazed slut I probably seem to you now. I'm glad it happened, but I wish I hadn't done it if that makes sense. I realise that I actually loved my friend for a long time, but everything in my life - my need for sex, my need to be an independent person, my need to break free from my fiance, my need to get away from religion, but above all my need for love - was being repressed. My first fiance more or less r**ed me the first time we had sex. Alright, I didn't say no, but he was the one pushing for it, and kept telling me it would be alright, then he was so rough he hurt me (I was 21), and until the incident two weeks ago sex was something to be endured.

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by Anonymous on Sep 28, 2016 at 11:38 AM

Like I said, I wish you all the best. Hope it's all you've ever wanted. My offer for a drink stands though

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by Anonymous on Sep 28, 2016 at 2:31 PM

No, thanks, it would not be appropriate. Incidentally I didn't mention that I very rarely drink, and when I arrived at the hotel that day they gave me a glass of champagne, which I think played a big role in what subsequently happened. My new friend and I have exchanged a lot more info, and realise that we have a huge amount in common, so this is not the time for me to pursue other friendships. My period came on Monday (oh yikes! say the men) and it is now clearing and I can feel that the injury has healed. Soon we will be lovers, but this time there will be nothing exploitative or repressive about it. Oh, my ex-fiance came to my flat earlier this evening and made, well not exactly a scene, but a fuss, quoting the bible which apparently was written with the sole intention of instructing me to stay with him. I didn't tell him about all the events I've described here, nor about my new love, as I don't want to hurt him, but I did tell him he could stick his bible and his church up his ass (well, by that time he had annoyed me). This was the clincher as I knew it would be, and he left in a huff, promising me that when he got to heaven he would be laughing at me as I roasted in hell.

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by Anonymous on Sep 29, 2016 at 2:30 AM

Well I'm rooting for you. You sound like a great girl and I wish you all the best. Btw, Coke is also a drink and so is coffee, lol

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by Anonymous on Oct 3, 2016 at 12:32 PM

This will be my last update, as this episode of my life is now closed, and I have no intention of ever letting anything like it happen ever again. My new love went away for the weekend, didn't come back until yesterday. He invited me to go with him, but I had things to do on Saturday, but when he came back on Sunday we had a joyful reunion, and everything went as it should when two people feel they were meant to be together. I am so grateful to him for understanding everything, and he is just happy that the love and regard he felt for me are returned in full by me for him. I was worried about the revelation of my actions, but he said that me coming straight out with it was just typical of the honesty he had always admired in me. He further said that his British ex-wife, who had seemed very sweet at first, had gradually sucked him into a life of wife-swapping and orgies, to which she became addicted, while he was more and more turned off, until finally he realised that he had more connection with some of the other women he was meeting, and that they just had lost all real regard for each other.

Anyway while he was away things moved fast again. In the first place on Saturday I had to go back to the hotel for business reasons, and while waiting for the person I had to meet Anita came out of his office, but didn't recognise me and walked right past. When he called me in he couldn't wait to fill me in on the scandal that was rocking the hotel. The man Sean was a manager there. He and his wife had an open marriage, and they used to arrange separate sex parties, which is of course how they had a suite. He has been demoted and transferred to somewhere in Europe. Anita is the daughter of a man who has a chain of well, let's say businesses, and Martin her fiance was brought in as an accountant. However she found out about the 'courses' they were organising, and their marriage is now off, and apparently her father went to immigration authorities to revoke his work permit, but he went back to Canada anyway. The man Pete is actually separated from his wife, and is the manager of one of Anita's father's branches. It would appear that the final blow was put to their activities, which were already suspected, when one of the waiters came into the room while they had a naked woman there. Luckily he had no way of knowing that it was me!

Then on Saturday night my ex-fiance called and said he was coming to see me on Sunday afternoon, this time with a pastor from the church. I knew exactly what to think of this, as they did something similar to a married woman who wanted to separate from her husband, and more or less browbeat her into having sex with the husband in the bedroom while the pastor sat in the living room. So I got two friends from the hospital to come, one Zimbabwean black and one South African white, and they waited in my bedroom while my ex and the pastor started trying to intimidate me. At one point they grabbed my arms, and I shouted 'Patrick!" which was the white guy's name, and my friends came out of the bedroom and told them to leave me alone, and get lost. They did. In black culture the fact they'd been in my bedroom was highly significant, and I know this will do the trick finally. My friends actually cooked a meal for me, and waited until my Swedish lover came back, so I could stop feeling shaky. I'm grateful to realise I'm surrounded by so much love, and angry with myself for not grasping it a long time ago, although I know it's not entirely my fault.

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