— Out of the Closet — Bi-Sexual Male / 43
I had a couple of gay experiences over the years. three to be exact. Two were getting blowjobs from guys in adult bookstores when I was in college. Several years later I got drunk and smoked some weed with younger latin guy i met in a hotel bar and ended up fucking him. I mostly prefer women but once in a while I would get the urge to be with a man for whatever reason but I never really acted on it. About 10 years ago I got divorced and when I moved in to my own place a eventually started looking at hook up type websites and played on line but didn't act on anything. One night though I got a message from a guy that lived in Evanston about 2 miles from me. He intrigued me because his pictures were sexy. he looked skinny and had a very thick, fat cock.

He asked me to meet him at his place one night and I nervously did. It was a total hook up as it was late and when I showed up he was naked and a soon as I stepped in his door he dropped down and started sucking my cock. It was good and I hadn't had sex in a while. I was very nervous as it was the first time Id ever really be with a guy that wasn't totally anonymous but I was very turned on too. He sucked me to the point I nearly came but then he stood up and started stroking his cock. it wasn't just a fat,thick cock it was very long and I couldn't believe how big it was. I dated a girl once who told me one of her former boyfriends cock was so big that she was only comfortable being on top of him so she could control how deep it went. Though I've been complimented by most of my partners on my dick I was always a bit curious about a huge cock like that and now I was with a guy how was huge.

Anyway he asked me if I wanted to suck him and I did it. It was a strange but very sexy sensation. I sucked in and tried to deep throat it but it was so big i just gagged and choked. He must have realized I was not real comfortable and he pulled me up and started sucking my cock until I came in his mouth. We didnt say much but we did agree to try and hook up again.

Several month later I was online and he messaged me and we hooked up again. We did this several more times over the course of about six months and each time we would play a little and he would end up getting me off but I never worked him very hard or made him cum. I even fucked him a couple of times and each time I would cum and then we would talk about getting together again and I would leave immediately after.

Our sessions became a little more intimate each time as we got more comfortable with each other. As we got to know each other it became obvious that were in the same boat. he had a long time girlfriend and said that since they had dated I was the only guy he had been with but had been with four guys when he was younger. i was dating a very sexy woman who I liked but was not at all ready to get married again. We basically entered into a monogamous gay relationship though we only hooked up every 3 to 6 months. Each time was hot and intense though and finally after about our 10h time together we were into an intense sex session when he laid me back on his bed, climbed on top of me and started riding my cock. He was moaning and telling me how much he loved my dick and I started stroking his huge cock and he suddenly whimpered, moaned and started shooting hot cum all over my stomach and chest. He yelled so loudly and came so much that when he finally finished he collapsed on me and laid in his own cum for several seconds. he apologized profusely and seemed embarrassed that he had cum. I think he felt like I was a total top and wasnt comfortable with him cumming but I told him it was awesome.

He moved out to the far west suburbs near joliet for a couple of years and we didnt not see each other for that time although we tried twice but it didnt work out. About a year ago he moved back to Evanston. He let me know that he was back and after a week or so we were able to work it out and get together. Neither of us had been with a guy since he had left and the return meeting was very hot. He made me cum buckets and came himself jacking off while sucking my cock.

I started really loving sucking his huge dick and though I did it every time we got together I only recently made him cum that way. After much practice I am able to deepthroat his cock and about a month ago I was sucking him and he was buried all the way to his balls in my mouth. As he had always done before he started yelling that he was going to cum. Always before I would take his dick out of my mouth and jack him off or let him jack off. This time though I grabbed his ass tightly and pulled his dick deep in my throat and slid a finger into his ass. HE screamed "Oh fuck, Oh fuck. Really? Really? Goddamn!" and his cock swelled and burst huge thick gobs of hot cum deep in my throat and belly. HE screamed and begged but I kept his dick in my mouth until it started to go soft.

We continued to hook up and it seems the longer we have to wait to ouch each other the hotter the sex is. We joked about him fucking me and several times he rubbed his cock on my ass and I would get very turned on. I never considered letting a man fuck me before but I decided if it happened I wanted it to be him and we started experimenting with it. The first several times it just wouldn't work as I was to nervous and tight and he cock was just too thick. The third time we tried it though I had mixed a combination of expensive lube cream with some good silicone lube oil that made a very sexy, slick paste that felt awesome. We were both very turned on as we had not seen each other in weeks. I knew it was going to be a very hot session because while doing our usual standing in front of each other naked and stroking each other we began to kiss. Far more intimate than I ever thought I'd be with a man and super sexy. As we kissed passionately my cock got as hard as it ever had. I reached over on the nightstand and grabbed my lube concoction and began to rub it on his cock. His huge, veiny cock felt so sexy covered in thick lube that I didn't even say anything just turned over, laid over a Pillow and pulled his cock toward me. This time I relaxed and without much effort he deftly slid his cock deep inside of me. He moaned loudly and said "Oh fuck yes!" And just sat for a second buried deep inside of me while I adjusted. There was some pain when he first pushed through my ass resistance but when he entered me fully the feeling was amazing.

I have had two different women tell me that they wish they could make me feel how intense their orgasms are. When he began to fuck me slowly with his great cock I found out what they had been talking about. While he was fucking me I began to stroke my own cock with the lube and suddenly, without much build up, I began to cum. It was an orgasm like I had never felt. It was like my cock would never empty of all the cum and I could feel the sensation from my toes to the top of my head. I screamed a guttural kind of groan/pleasure mix that was an indication of my total and complete release. After what seemed like forever I finally stopped cumming and just kind of collapsed in a warm buzz of just total euphoria.

He had been fucking me slowly throughout my orgasm and I had been so lost in it that I barely heard him. Now I just gave in to him, lifted my ass and turned myself over to him in total. He began to quicken his strokes and in a few seconds he was pound my ass so hard I could hear his balls slapping me. He bowed over me so his face was right be my ear and he moaned over and over "Fuck yes baby, fuck yes!". He suddenly stiffened, grabbed my hips tightly and screamed "Oh God damn. Oh fuck, oh fuck, take it, take it!" And I felt his wam thick cum shooting deep into my ass. He spasmed several times and then fell limp on to off me. He just kept repeating over and over "Oh fuck". He got off of me and I rolled over. As soon as I did he took my tender cock in his mouth and began to slowly roll his tongue around it. I got hard again quickly and when he began lightly finger my ass lubed with his cum I gave up and came again hard in his mouth.

We rolled back and just kind of held each other. I remember taking briefly about how amazing the sex had been but I dozed off. To my surprise I woke up several hours later with him asleep holding my ball sack gently. I got up to pee and felt sticky all over. My legs were very weak but when I walked I could feel his cum and the lube still in my ass and it felt incredibly good. After going to the bathroom. I thought about leaving as it definitely seemed like we had crossed an sexual anonymity barrier that we hadn't before. But as I looked at him lying there sleeping naked I decided I wasn't done. I laid back down by him gently and when he felt me he reached and pulled me toward him and put his head in my chest. I grabbed his big cock and held it and eventually fell back asleep.

I awoke a while later and it was light out. I was still holding his cock and when a stroked it a little it began to stiffen. I slid down and took him in my mouth. I heard him moan lightly and rub my head. As his dick got hard I took it deep not my throat being careful to stay calm and breath through my nose so I could get his entire dick in my throat. I reached over and got some lube and began fingering his ass and pretty soon he whimpered and buckled then began shooting cum deep in my throat. My eyes watered over ass he held my head down so he could empty deep into my stomach.

After he stopped cumming and he began to finally go limp I turned him over and spread his legs making it clear what I wanted. He lifted his ass for me and I slid my now very hard, very thick cock deep in his ass. He moaned with pleasure and I began to pound his perfect little hard ass. After pounding him mercilessly for several moments I final began to rise to orgasm and I screamed and emptied deep inside of him.

I rolled off him and we both laughed a little. I said "Honestly, no question that is the best sex I have ever had and mean including the Puerto Rican girl" He laughed and said "How are we ever going to top that".

Then I got dressed and we said our usual nod toward anonymity good bye. This time however we kissed and then left it unsaid.

So I haven't seen him in a while again and I am lucky to be fucking a very hot girl but I have to say that I betray her with him in my thoughts much too often and nearly always when we are lying in a post coital hug.