A number of years ago I was happily married to a beautiful woman. We had been together many years in a very conservative relationship; we had sex when she requested it and during our time together neither of us spoke a word.
Then the change came and came suddenly ! As I was leaving for work one morning my wife said " I'll have a good time with the delivery guy while you are gone today". I was speechless and hurt and strangely excited all in one flurry of strong emotions. I began to have erotic dreams about things I had been terribly afraid of. The first one was a good example; in the dream I happened upon my wife who had just been sexually assaulted but the dreamy, satisfied look on her face told me she had enjoyed it. The perpetrator was running away and I hotly pursued him down a street and around a corner into an alley. He was cornered and he stood there afraid of what I was going to do to him. I remember saying "You have something that belongs to me" and to his great surprise I got down on my knees and sucked his still wet cock, strange behavior from a wronged husband and even stranger that he was naked running down the street ! My wife and I talked about the dream and several other similar ones that I subsequently had - they seemed to turn my sexually conservative wife on! We began to watch porn movies and to tell each other fantasies. I was becoming overheated between the fantasies and the curiousity that I had toward experimenting with things I'd never really seriously thought of doing before. Just as quickly as the heat came on it went off and she returned back to her " everything sexual is bad " attitude.
I couldn't turn off the way I was feeling and my wife became very angry. I learned that she was experiencing menopause and the effects cause the demise of our long marriage. I began to experiment first with oral sex with another guy I knew whose wife wasn't paying any attention to him. Then another single guy and a threesome with a man and his wife. Several other guys used my willing mouth for satisfaction. One was a retired military accountant who badly needed relief and advertised on Craigslist. I answered his ad and we met in the Wal Mart parking lot where we talked for a while before he led me back to his motel room. He was embarrassed but needy and when he reached an orgasm he literally exploded in such a huge squirting stream of sperm that it ran out of my mouth and soaked the front of my shirt, it was impossible to swallow fast enough to contain all of it. For the next several months I hosted several guys who greatly enjoyed my ability to deep throat and swallow them into oblivion. Then I met a woman who was single and wonderfully pleasant. She is not only attractive but intelligent and passionately sexual. Her husband of over 20 years had died three years before and she and I immediately started to compare notes on our past marriages. Discussions about sexuality and marriage grew more frequent and less inhibited as we got to know each other. Monogamy, sex as a recreational pursuit, friends with benefits, and any other related ideas came up as we opened up our minds to each other. One day we were driving somewhere and out of nowhere she asked me " have you ever been in a threesome"? When I told her yes I was braced for a negative response and perhaps even the end of our new relationship but instead she smiled broadly and said " that's crazy"! Then came the morning that I asked her if she would be interested in trying a nude hot springs. Again I was surprised when she loudly said " yes" ! The unfortunate problem then was that the hot springs no longer allowed nude bathing so we started talking about going to a nudist camp. When we finally found a group of nudists we were living in another state and our first visit was interesting because I was the one who felt awkward and she had her clothes of almost instantly ! Then we met another couple who were new to sexual experimentation, our age, and very likeable. We quickly became friends and progressed to the bedroom. I had been having a very strong desire to see my wife having sex with another man but when it actually happened I had to take a step back and decide how I really felt. After reflecting on what I had just seen I realized that I was very turned on by it and wanted it to continue, in fact after she had been with him I followed her into the closet in our room, got down on my knees and licked her pussy vigorously as she stood there looking surprised. More ads on Craigslist and I located a good looking very well built younger guy to entertain my wife. After going to supper with him and talking to him a few times the three of us met in our bedroom. He and my wife were kissing passionately and she laid back on the bed. I took his very large cock in my hand and pulled him toward her until I could guide him inside of her. As he pushed in and out I slid my face up in between both of their legs and licked his balls. That session ended on a bad note: I stopped their intercourse when I should have let them continue because I thought I had a suggestion that would make them enjoy things even more. The next time he was to visit my wife had to work during the hours before he arrived and she wasn't able to clean the house as she thought necessary before his visit. I volunteered to clean and fix something for the boyfriend and I to eat before she came home. Clean I did clad only in a pair of black lace crotch less panties I had seen the other guy in the foursome slipping his cock through and into my wife's pussy. I vacuumed, cleaned the toilets and dusted as if I were a maid servant instead of the cuckold I really wanted to be. I dressed before he arrived and fixed him supper. When my wife came in a short time later the three of us went upstairs to the bedroom and she quickly went into the bathroom and changed into a nightie. They met face to face beside the bed and started kissing. I got on my knees intent on being the a facilitator; licking her and sucking him to heighten their desires. They were so closely pressed together I couldn't get close enough to her to lick her. His cock was already completely erect and throbbing in my face so I did my best to swallow it. My wife reached down to stroke him and found my mouth around it already. She enjoys knowing that I love to suck her boyfriends and when he pushed her backwards on the bed and began to " treat her" as he put it I lay on the floor and nearly made him come in my mouth.
So here I am, an adult man who has come full circle from a terrible jealous fear of loosing my wife's affection to another sexually superior boyfriend to a guy who feel the heat of excitement as I write this because at this moment my wife is flying off to a conference in Florida with a 'hall pass' from me. I'm still not certain how this happened but I do know that I want my wife to have all the sexual satisfaction she can get with all of the other guys she desires and I'll be happy finding whatever place in between I can find .