Guilt. That is what I want to feel. Guilt. I could have done something or said something but I didn't and she got pregnant and she was too young for that.

Our mother had a new boyfriend, a nice man, who invited us all to go to Cancun. My mother and her boyfriend had one room and my sister and I had another. On that trip I was 19 and my sister was 14. Our mother was distracted, she and her boyfriend were honeymooning. My sister and I spent the day at the pool and the hot tub. At the hot tub that night we met a guy, he was there with some buddies, but he started hitting on my sister. He was 27. There was just the three of us. He held her in the hot tub, and started to feel her up. His hands were on her breasts, he was kissing her neck, she was sitting on his lap and she was having her rub his erection and he was totally aroused and he was going to fuck her right there.

I watched, mesmerized as how he was getting her hot, she was ready to be fucked, he was pushing her bottoms down, his erection was visible under the water, he was kissing her on the mouth, he kept his hands on her breasts. He lifted her and she was on his erection and he pulled her down on him and she looked at me with eyes that I will never forget. She was never going to be a virgin again, he lifted her and laid her over the edge and fucked her and came inside of her. Only after he was done fucking her and he left her holding on the edge of the hot tub did I go over to her, I found her bottoms and helped her pull them back on.

I told her we were going back to our room. We got out and went up to the room. He followed us and when we got to the room I told him to leave. It wasn't as strong as I wanted and he was in the room before we could do anything. He talked to me and asked me when the last time I had been fucked. I tried to say it was nothing of his business, but he had gotten on top of me on the bed. He was pushing my bottoms down, he was on top of me, he was kissing my neck and face and mouth. He got off and took off his swimming trunks. His erection was in front of me, he put his hands on my bottoms and pushed them down until he got them off.

When he faced me I let my legs fall open and he climbed on top and he fucked me. My sister had watched the whole thing, we had both been fucked in a matter of half an hour. He stayed in the room with us, sleeping with my sister. In the morning he laid her on her back and got on her open legs and fucked her again.

We let him take us to the Mayan ruins, and he ate dinner with us with my mother and her boyfriend. He came to our room after midnight and he fucked my sister again.

It was two months later when I told my mother what had happened, my sister was pregnant. I was blamed for not stopping him in the hot tub. For letting him into our room. I should have stopped him, but I couldn't. My sister was going to be fucked that night, that was her fate. I do feel guilty, mostly because she got pregnant and had a baby so young. The only thing I could have done was give myself to him, but he wanted to fuck her, even if I had given myself to him in the hot tub, he would have still fucked her. It was just her time.