I killed my penis by putting a very tight rubber band on it for 5 hours. I masturbated before I banded it so it wouldn't be hard and wrapped the band many times making it extremely tight. It was soft and quickly turned very pale. After about an hour it was dark grey and very cool. At the three hour mark it started to hurt and was even darker grey almost black looking and cold. By hour four it didn't hurt any more but was dark cold and had no feelinng. I was a bit scared but kept going for another hour.

When I cut off the band there was no sensation as the blood returned and it took almost an hour before it started to look less dead. It took till the next day before it was pinkish and warm. I could pee but didn't feel anything as I did. I had to watch to tell I was going. Touching it I felt nothing in it. I even tried sticking it with a pin and didn't feel it at all. It was totally numb.

It is now one year later and it is still numb and hasn't even tried to get hard at all. No morning wood no reaction to porn. Nothing. I still can't feel myself pee. It is now about half its original size and often shrinks into my body so it's barely visible. Sometimes I pee myself before I can't feel the pressure on it and pee come out. When I pee I can't make it stop once it starts.

It is still there but totally useless.
I will never experience what a man feel ever again