I was married twice and never had children but the only thing I have thats good is a thriving business. My sex life life is zero except for masturbation, mostly with my sex toys. Things have perked up since this past spring, not that I am having sex with anyone, but the stimulation I get from taking advantage of a young employee. Edward is only 23 and before Christmas last year I let him have a room in my house. He works in my packing department and within a few months I began to see how naive and easily manipulated he is. He is fairly handsome and very open minded telling me very personal things about himself and his family, friends and several of my other employees he works with. He reveals much more information to me that is none of my business and has numerous times told me very intimate events in his life. I wonder why he is so forthcoming with his health matters along with sexual experiences. In early spring this year he began telling me of his sexual encounters with the only two girls he ever went with then openly informed me how he masturbates and watches porn. There was one night in particular when it was like I was his confessor where he went on and on about why he doesn't keep in touch with family at first then detailed things about himself. He started that by saying he always shaved his pubic hair and that he has a small penis then apoligized for masturbating in the shower but assured me he cleaned the tub afterwards. I couldn't believe some of the stuff this young man was telling me and admit I found it amusing he would give me such personal information. I took for granted the fact I was so much older than him and perhaps my gray hair made me seem antique to him. I had seen Edward in his underwear a few times but because his room is at the very end of the second floor I seldom saw him at night. That same night is when he informed me how he had constipation all the time and often couldn't have a bowel movement for a week. At that I began telling him to get glycerin suppositories and he had no idea what I was talking about. I just told him to get them at a drug store or at least go to a doctor first. A few days later he came into my kitchen and put them on the table asking me what to do with them. I couldn't help myself and burst out laughing telling him to store them in the fridge. Edward had no conception of what they were for and had never heard of them in the past. I proceeded to tell him how to insert it in his rectum and mentioned that he had to push it in past his sphincter. He looked at me with a blank stare not knowing what his sphincter was and I am sure he thought they were to swallow orally. Being the horny old lady I am, without thinking about it, I asked him if he would be to embarrassed to have me do it for him. He just said I guess not.

I went upstairs with him and he just asked what he had to do and instead of telling him he had to pull down his pants and underwear I told him to take them off. It was the first time I ever saw him blushing even though he had told me all those personal things about himself. We were in his room and I am sure he was reluctant but slowly stripped from the waste down. He did have a small penis and put his hand over himself to hide it from me. It had been years since I saw a naked man especially one so young and I confess it was arousing for me. I got him to lay on his side and intentionally had him pull up one leg where his testicles and anus were visible to me. Before I started putting the suppository in him I again asked if he was ok with me doing this and all he asked was I not tell anybody at work which I promised not to. I must be an obnoxious woman because even though this had nothing to do with sex found myself getting aroused by the sight in front of me. In all my years I had never done this to anyone, not even my x husbands. Once in him I told Edward to just lay there awhile before he went into the bathroom. I went down to the kitchen and about a half hour went by when he came down and told me it worked and he was able to go. We sat and talked for a short time and he said he hadn't "pooped" (his word) in almost a week. He did admit being embarrassed and to make him feel better I lied telling him I had done that to my x husbands many times years ago. I just told him not to be embarrassed about it and then without a thought told him his penis wasn't to small and he just smiled when I said that. I went to my room that night and masturbated with the thought of what a vulnerable position I had him in and had two orgasms which didn't happen very often.

Two nights later Edward and I were sitting at the kitchen table talking and I began telling him how safe the glycerin suppositories are and that he could use them everyday or at least every other day. I said he ought to know how to do it himself but if he wanted me to do it for him I would. Then I asked him if he went to the bathroom since the last time and right away he said no. All I had in mind was to see his genitals again still not understanding how he could allow me to do that to him. I started by saying why don't you get a hot shower and put a towel around you so I can give you another suppository assuring him how it would make him feel better. Then I said to let me know when he was ready not giving him a chance to say no. About 20 minutes went by and he yelled that he was ready. When I got to his room he had the towel around him and I had him lay down on his side. I was then able to unwrap the towel and there he was completely naked on the bed and he didn't try hiding his penis this time. Rather than position him to put the suppository in him I started talking to him mentioning how he did shave his pubic hair and asked him how often he did it. Again I told him his penis wasn't really that small and lied again saying one of my husbands was smaller than his. He acted like he was at ease but his face was red and I knew he was embarrassed again. I inserted it in him again telling him to lay there awhile before going. That was in the beginning of this past May and since then I give him a suppository every other night since then. Each time since that night I began brushing my hand against his scrotum and one night convinced him that rubbing his testicles would also help him. He let me put Palmolive cream on his scrotum and then I began rubbing it on his penis as well. By the beginning of June I have been doing this before I insert the suppository and as soon as Edward gets an erection I have him masturbate as I insert the suppository into him very slowly. I have Edward convinced that ejaculating while having the suppository in him helps his bowels also. I think he believes everything I tell him and I can't remember when I have masturbated more myself in many years. I used to ask him if it embarrassed him to have me see him masturbate and he just says not anymore. When he has an erection his penis is about 5 inches but I never tell him it is small. I would love to strip down and masturbate in front of Edward but I am to ashamed of my body anymore. It seems he trusts me without question and there have been weeks where I give him a glycerin suppository sometimes six times the same week. I always tell him to take a shower and as soon as I do it seems he anxiously awaits me to get to his room. Just by the expression on his face I know he likes it when I put the Palmolive on his scrotum and penis. I rub his testicles as I touch his penis but don't masturbate him so far and I like to watch him get excited as I do this with him not knowing how aroused I am. I know this sounds disgusting but as I put the suppository in him I try to do it as he is ejaculating and often keep my finger slightly inside his anus to help stimulate him. For as small as his penis is the amount of semen is huge and I keep assuring him how healthy it is for him. And, he believes me.