I remember being about 12 years old and seeing my first magazine of naked women. I was very interesting see women naked and posing in all kinds of poses. Any mystery I had of women's bodies disappeared. I saw more magazines and would even sneak peaks of magazine that the corner store sold. Some of those magazines had women doing acts that I had never seen before and they made me feel funny inside. All the women I had ever seen seemed to show no concern in being naked and doing what they were doing. My parents had always taught me I was wrong to be naked in front of others with the exception of things like showering and change rooms and at the doctors office. Even though they taught me that it was wrong I found it very interesting and began to start being naked in my room. When they went out and left me at home alone I would walk naked throughout the house. I even took it further a few times by going out in my backyard naked a few times. I remember being outdoors naked was such a rush as I knew if I got caught my parents would kill me. I was jealous how it was always women that were naked in the magazines and never men. Then it happened, one time the corner store had a magazine with naked men. It was nice to see men naked and doing the things they were but that magazine was sold very quickly so I only ever a very quick peeks of it. I was 14 when my aunt had me over to wait for a package because she had to go out. I found a magazine at her house that was of naked men. She wasn't around so I could look as long as I wanted. I even stripped and posed like the guys in it. This got me wanting to be naked even more but knew because of my age that it would mostly be in private for now.

It was a few months later when I went for a hike and came across an area with a group of 6 people sun tanning. Only one was a woman and she was topless while all the others were guys and all but one of them was naked. This was a surprise for me and the group saw and talked to me. A couple of them tried to cover up while the others didn't bother. They didn't see me as a threat and I figured I better get going and let them be. When I got home I began to think how that could have been a perfect spot to be naked but I missed my chance. I then decided I would go back out there tomorrow. I did and there was the same group. They saw me from a distance and witnessed me put a towel down and then get fully undressed. There I was 14 years old naked and in front of others too. The woman and one guy came over, in swimsuits, to talk to me and they told me where I was is not safe area as I could get caught very easily and to come over and sit with them. I moved over with them and there wee all were naked. The women was fully naked as was the guy now. They explained that nudity was not allowed out here but this area was more secluded as compared to were I was earlier. They told me if we saw any police to quickly get dressed and pretend we weren't naked. The woman protected me and I got to see her naked and others as well as be naked too. She told me sometimes the guys go and masturbate together and it looked like 2 were going to go and do it now and if I was interested in going with her to watch. We watched as 2 guys were masturbating and she asked if I ever saw or did that myself. I told her I saw it in a magazine at my aunts house but haven't really done it myself. The 2 guys finished and she suggested I try it. The 2 guys encouraged me to do it and there I was stroking myself now with them watching. I didn't know better at the time that maybe I shouldn't have done it but they did and I figured if it was alright for them to do it, and the guys in the magazine, why not me. It felt good and I wasn't concerned that I was watched doing it. I did it again later and was watched by everyone again. This day was a turning point for me. I knew I wanted to be naked as much as I could and also do those things the guys here and in the magazine had done. I knew I shouldn't be performing the acts I did but I liked the attention and I had no concern with being watched doing them.

When I was 18 I took a job in a male strip club and even did a sex video. I was not shy about being seen nude and doing anything sexual. My parents didn't quite approve and kicked me out of the house.