Ever since I was about 8/9 and discovered porn I had always wanted to get fucked by an older man probably 20s oldest to 40s. The rougher the better, the riskier the more exciting!
Yet I let the years go by and grew up. I had many opportunities to fuck and get a man to do as he pleased but it never happened. Once when I was 12 I almost had a chance to get into a man's car to suck his cock... But running into a friend down the street from him made me chicken out.
At 15 I finally did have my first time with my still boyfriend. Although he is a few years older it doesn't satisfy my dream. I think this fantasy of mine is also the reason I've developed a liking to age play and ddlg with my boyfriend.
I think now I'd still love to be an older man's slutty baby girl.
Though now those fantasies will stay just that.
Again nothing ever happened it was just something I longed for.


