back in 2007 when i was 9 years old i was [bothered] by a city school bus driver sexually,as a child growing up in brooklyn n.y. i was medically diagnosed as a paraplegic due to being paralyzed from the waist down in a car accident and still to this very day use a wheelchair for home and outdoor mobility.you'll find in my absolute confession words like [bothered] only because it was my way of expressing certain words that related to my definitions of sex from a young girls point of view.what's important to understand is that school officials like security assigned to protect it's students don't always follow regulations and few ever comprehend it's just a false sense of security more so for parents who trust these officials.... this school bus driver whom we shall call [touchy] was assigned to pick-up morning and afternoon special ed students from school with a scheduled limit of fifteen students per day.i was one of five girls on his daily pick-up from monday's to friday's.every morning my mother or aunt would wait beside me by the side entrance of the building we lived in for this bus driver to arrive and perform his duties of lowering/lifting the bus metal rail so i could be placed securely on his bus.today when i look at my photos back to when i was a little girl i can honestly say i wouldn't consider myself pretty or any different than the other girls on that school bus but he would always smile and kind of press his thumb on the side of my arm saying i looked like that actress [dakota fanning] though i was brunette with nerdy glasses.... since i can't really recall how many months during that year i rode on his assigned bus i do remember it was a day before my dentist appointment although my mother can't recall what month it was that this bus driver somehow mixed up his route.due to a delay in his schedule he called my mother to inform her and and was also regulated to call his supervisor.to some parents and officials a 43 minute delay doesn't seem like much time but this bus driver who had always stared at me through his rear view mirror drove his bus over to a closed walmart where he parked across from it's driveway.he simply walked up the aisle of the school bus to where i was seated in my wheelchair and put his hand on my knee.... though paralyzed there was normalcy in that i could feel my lower body and was able to use the bathroom with some help from my mother or aided in school by the school nurse,yet some days i was encouraged to get around on my own to achieve body strength and movement.mr, touchy alluded to some comment or other about my chances of ever being alone with a boy or had i ever used my hand in private.his was further up my school dress squeezing and and sort of prompting me to raise myself from the wheelchair,mr.touchy massaged and forcefully grabbed the sticky/moist area of my [creamy twinkie] using his sausage like finger he stroked and teased me there long enough for me to experience a pleasant sensation.he then drove me home and though it was wrong i never told anyone...END