In the 12th grade I got a job working at a feed store. The work was hard labor, lifting and moving bags of feed, loading pick ups, cleaning and sweeping and all for minimum wage. It was supposed to be character building. There was this Mexican looking guy who worked the forklift. He trapped me in the men's room and gave me his cock to suck. He didn't ask, he grabbed me by the crotch and told me to get down and suck him. When he grabbed me by the crotch it felt real good and he could tell and he used his hand to really feel me up. He kissed me on the lips and unzipped me and got my cock out and bent over and sucked it. Then he held his cock out in his hand and told me to suck him.

From the moment I put his cock in my mouth I knew. He kept urging me on, talking to me about holding his balls and sucking him hard. He jacked himself off and before he came he stuck his cock back in my mouth. I felt him squirt his come in my mouth which had a sort of bitter salty taste. After he finished coming he told me to suck softly on the head of his cock. When I stood up he pulled me up close and kissed me on the mouth.

I went to his house, and we got naked. He wanted to fuck me, and he told me how to let him do it, and he used a lot of lube. The feeling of his cock in my ass was so hot, I kept trying to get my cock hard by jacking off, but I could never get it hard, he fucked me and let me clean up. I was hooked. I stayed his boy for the rest of my senior year.

I have often wondered what makes you want gay sex. For me gay sex is what I look for. I am attracted to men who want to bet on top. From that first day I have no desire to be a top, I am 100% a bottom when it comes to sex.

I have friends, but I don't have a close relationship with anyone. I am a confirmed bachelor. I cruise for sex and I am more comfortable with a stranger. My experiences with men who want to get close turns me off.

I tried traveling, cruise, a week at a resort, but that never resulted in a connection. Mostly I got to this intersection of two major freeways north of the city I live in, and cruise around the feeders, a flash of light and an answer and I follow to a parking lot or other dark site and I have sex until I am satisfied. First name only.