My cousin and I have been having sex for a year. It all started when I moved in with him after college. He told me I could live rent free while I got settled and I could help around the house. He had his room and I had mine, but we shared a bathroom.

One Sunday morning, I was in the tub soaking and he had to go. He told me to pull the curtain, and he peed in the toilet. But when he got done, he said he wanted to see me and he pulled back the curtain to look at me. I tried to cover myself with my hands, but he insisted on seeing me and I finally just took my hands away and let him look at me naked in the tub.

He sat on the edge of the tub and put his hand in the water to touch me. He ran his fingers all over my breasts and my tummy until he got to my pussy and he asked me to open my legs so he could run his fingers up and down my slit. He didn't try to penetrate me, but he ran his fingers from the very back to the very front for a long time and told me he was getting an erection.

He stood up and dropped his boxers to show me his erection and he got in the tub over me and kneeled down and gave me his erection to suck. I didn't suck him but I held it and gave him a hand job. He told me he wanted to fuck me really bad and he got out of the tub and took my hand to pull me out. He more or less dried me with the towel and took me back to my room and asked for my pussy. Inside of me I didn't want to let him fuck me but he had an erection and he was naked and he pulled the towel off of me and told me to lay down and open my legs so he could get on me.

I let him have all the sex he wanted with me. He took a long time, playing with me and fucking me both missionary and doggy style.

By then it was past my church time and he told me that day I had started going to another church, the church of pleasing him.

From that day to today he has me sleep with him and we have sex all the time. There is nothing bad about what we do, as far as sex is concerned, it is real couple sex, except he is my first cousin. I never looked for another place, not that he would let me move. I don't think about sex except like right now when I get these feelings that what I am doing is wrong. I even think that I am going to have children with him, we talk about it a lot. He is totally supportive of me having children in a couple of years when we are better off financially.

All our family is on the east coast and they don't know that I am a couple with him. He is eight years older and we make a perfect couple, I accept that he is the man of the house and he accepts me as the woman of the house. We don't have any disputes over our roles. Except for the little detail that our mothers are sisters. If he wasn't my cousin he would be the perfect husband and would want to make him a perfect wife.