At 13 I already had real breasts. Breasts that required me to use safety pins to keep my blouse from popping open. I also had braces, and I had real hips. I looked at least three years older than any of my classmates. The boys made fun of me, and the girls too. At home my mother would tell me that they were jealous of me and that soon they too were going to show their figures. And anyway, boys liked girls with breasts. This was no consolation, I hated P.E.

Down the block, was a seventeen year old boy. He was tall and he started to talk to me. One day he pressed me against the fence and put his hands on my breast and asked me how I liked walking around with big tits. He fumbled with my buttons but couldn't get the safety pin open. I finally stopped him and undid the safety pin and let him open my shirt and push up my bra and feel my breasts. He leaned over and sucked on one of my nipples. He then let me close my shirt and go on home.

I got a crush on him and started to hang out around him when I got off from school. One day, his mom was out, and he invited me into his house and told me he wanted to me to show him my breasts and to sit on his knees and open my shirt so he could hold them and kiss them. I was sitting on his knees with my shirt open and he was fondling me and kissing my breasts and kissing my neck when he put his hand between my legs. I just let him feel me up all he wanted. He got an erection and he opened his jeans and he let me hold his erect penis and while he felt me up.

His penis in my hand made me feel something inside, I got off of his knees and took off my pants and got back on and slid onto his penis until he ejaculated all his semen inside of me. Watching him as he ejaculated made me feel so good. After his penis slipped out I just leaned against him and let him hold me by the butt.

I never felt bad about it, and neither did he. We just went on to have sex whenever we could, as often as we could. We knew about getting pregnant so we were careful, and most always he would ejaculate outside, but sometimes we just couldn't do that, I needed him to ejaculate inside.

In the 10th grade a new girl came to school and we hit it off and I told her that I had been having sex with my neighbor since I was 13. She got very upset when I told her and she told me I had to tell my mother. If I didn't tell my mother, she would tell her mother. For the first time I was scared. I promised her that I would stop, and she agreed not to tell. She monitored me and fortunately my neighbor was away at college.

When my neighbor came back for Christmas break I told him about her and he said he didn't care, he needed relief and I let him have sex with me every available day during Christmas break. I didn't tell my friend from school.

Now that I am older I realize that my behavior was dangerous, primarily because of getting pregnant. I feel that I just matured sexually earlier than most girls, at 13 I was the same as most girls at 16. I am sexually charged, I need to have sex, not only being fucked, I love the feeling of being ejaculated into. I never liked having him ejaculate outside of me. I love to have my breasts paid attention to, and I gave up my back door before I finished school.

I consider myself sexually open, and want to try anything that feels good.