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My Family
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Straight Female / 24
I guess this is a confession first, and hopefully will get some munch needed advice as well.
As you will find out, I cant talk to my family about this yet - and I don't even want to talk about it to my friends, either.
I come from a big family - my oldest sister was 10 years older than me.
We lost her suddenly just over a month ago, and even though there was a big age difference we were still pretty close.
She has two children and a wonderful husband - I babysit for them all the time. I am their favorite aunt they say!
The night of my sisters funeral, afer the reception, I decided to stop by their house and check on Randy and the kids. He had just put them to bed, and you could tell he was emotionally drained from the long day. We sat on the couch and he started to cry, and I held him, and we kissed. And then there were a lot of kisses.
There was an instant connection there, something I never, ever expected to happen.
The kids rooms were upstairs, the master bedroom was downstairs, and Randy took me to bed.
I spent the night making love to my sisters husband, on the day of her funeral. I felt so ashamed and guilty, but at the same time we needed each other, and we loved each other.
I left early the next morning before the kids got up, and I have gone there just about everyday since. Sometimes just to be with the kids, but usually just to be alone with Randy and make love. We have started saying the L word back and forth as of about a week ago.
For now, we are keeping our relationship a secret form everyone. Randy thinks at some point soon we should tell people. And that just scares me to death.
What will my parents think about me being with my sisters husband???
How will the kids feel about their aunt now being their dads girlfriend??
Randy is 12 years older than me, but we are so happy when we are together.
He and I were having sex yesterday, and in the heat of things he whispered something about how he has wanted me since the very first time he saw me. At the time he said that we were making love and it sounded nice. But now when I think about it, I was only 14 when we first met!
Should I worry that I am just some kind of sister/sister fantasy of his that he is living out??
As for me, when Randy and I are having sex, and I am in my sisters bed, I cant help but feel like I AM her in a way. making love to her husband, trying to please him as best as I can. I am starting to feel like she is looking down on us and approving of me taking her place. Is that crazy?
There are some kinky things we do in fun that involve my sister in a way - but to me, that just strengthens the bond between her, Randy, and I.
How wonderful it would be - if Randy and I got married eventually I was the kid's mom.
They already know me and love me.....I would be so eager to give them another brother or sister! (Randy is o.k if I went off birth control)
Part of me cant help but think that this is wrong - but then when I am alone with Randy, or if the 4 of us
are having dinner, it all feels so right.
What should I do.
As you will find out, I cant talk to my family about this yet - and I don't even want to talk about it to my friends, either.
I come from a big family - my oldest sister was 10 years older than me.
We lost her suddenly just over a month ago, and even though there was a big age difference we were still pretty close.
She has two children and a wonderful husband - I babysit for them all the time. I am their favorite aunt they say!
The night of my sisters funeral, afer the reception, I decided to stop by their house and check on Randy and the kids. He had just put them to bed, and you could tell he was emotionally drained from the long day. We sat on the couch and he started to cry, and I held him, and we kissed. And then there were a lot of kisses.
There was an instant connection there, something I never, ever expected to happen.
The kids rooms were upstairs, the master bedroom was downstairs, and Randy took me to bed.
I spent the night making love to my sisters husband, on the day of her funeral. I felt so ashamed and guilty, but at the same time we needed each other, and we loved each other.
I left early the next morning before the kids got up, and I have gone there just about everyday since. Sometimes just to be with the kids, but usually just to be alone with Randy and make love. We have started saying the L word back and forth as of about a week ago.
For now, we are keeping our relationship a secret form everyone. Randy thinks at some point soon we should tell people. And that just scares me to death.
What will my parents think about me being with my sisters husband???
How will the kids feel about their aunt now being their dads girlfriend??
Randy is 12 years older than me, but we are so happy when we are together.
He and I were having sex yesterday, and in the heat of things he whispered something about how he has wanted me since the very first time he saw me. At the time he said that we were making love and it sounded nice. But now when I think about it, I was only 14 when we first met!
Should I worry that I am just some kind of sister/sister fantasy of his that he is living out??
As for me, when Randy and I are having sex, and I am in my sisters bed, I cant help but feel like I AM her in a way. making love to her husband, trying to please him as best as I can. I am starting to feel like she is looking down on us and approving of me taking her place. Is that crazy?
There are some kinky things we do in fun that involve my sister in a way - but to me, that just strengthens the bond between her, Randy, and I.
How wonderful it would be - if Randy and I got married eventually I was the kid's mom.
They already know me and love me.....I would be so eager to give them another brother or sister! (Randy is o.k if I went off birth control)
Part of me cant help but think that this is wrong - but then when I am alone with Randy, or if the 4 of us
are having dinner, it all feels so right.
What should I do.
