When I was 13 I had this best friend Ryan who was also 13. One day we were talking about sex and somehow I was able to get him to admit that he might try gay sex. I was also pretty turned by the thought of trying it but I didn't admit it. Then I told him he could suck my dick. He said he didn't want to but I told him he should anyway. I guess this where I was a real jerk because I told him if he didn't want me telling everyone what he told me then he'd better do it. I'll always feel guilty about the fear I saw in his eyes. Without waiting for an answer I pulled my shorts down. I was already hard. He leaned over my dick but still hesitated for a moment. Promise you won't tell anybody he asked. I promise I said.

It was really awkward. He had no idea what the hell he was doing. He took just the tip of my cock in his mouth and kind of sucked it. But man I didn't care. I was I enjoying it anyway. I'll never forget what it was like to see my dick in his mouth for the first time. He had such a cute face and it turned me on so much just to see him licking and sucking my cock. He sucked and licked it for maybe 5 minutes until he said his jaw hurt. So I told him to give me a handjob and he did until I came. It dribbled all over his hand which he ran to the bathroom to wipe off.

We didn't talk about until a week or so later I asked if he would do it again. I was surprised but he said yes. This time he was a lot better and seemed to enjoy it. For a long time he licked his tongue all around my dick head. It felt so good. Then he took me all the way in his mouth. He was really blowing me this time. His lips wrapped around my shaft as he bobbed his head. He was sucking away when I felt myself start to cum. I could believe I was actually going to cum from him sucking my dick. I just exploded. He pulled me out quickly but I knew he got some in his mouth.

Well after that it became a regular thing. In time he even started to swallow. But I never touched him. Truth was I really really wanted to but I was afraid. I guess I thought I wasn't being gay if he only did it to me. Then halfway through the school year his dad got a new job and they had to move. I felt so sad. And I felt bad for how I'd been. Just before he moved we were together walking home from school and I told him I was sorry I had been such a jerk to him and that I wanted to suck him. He seemed surprised. We went back to my house and as soon as we got up to my room I told him to take his clothes off. Crazy as it sounds I had never even seen him naked. He was already hard. He sat on my bed and I kneeled between his legs. He looked so good. I didn't feel any hesitation. Man I sucked him as good as I could. I wanted to give him the best head possible. I had even been practicing on a banana the few days before. I think I really surprised him. I licked and sucked his balls. I deep throated him. I sucked him hard and swallowed his load. I loved it.

We had one last time together when he slept over at my house. We spent the whole night together in each other's arms naked in my bed. I can honestly say we made love that night. We were tender and sweet with each other in a way I'm not sure I've experienced since. We kissed for hours. We caressed and explored each other's bodies. We made each other cum 3 or 4 times. We told each other how much we'd miss one another and confessed our love. It was awkward and beautiful and insanely horny all at the same time. It's one of my favorite memories. His parents picked him up the next morning and I never saw him again. When he drove off I went back up to my room and cried. Maybe it was puppy love but I've had lots of relationships since and I don't know I've ever felt quite the same way.